how about enough.


Like hello,
who're you trying to kid here.



profile

Nabilah Rahman.
I'm fourteen.
nabilah-r@hotmail.com
All I hope for now is to completely forget about you.

Youtube|Facebook|Twitter



tagboard


links
archives
credits
Layout by thousandone
Icon by blackballoonxx.
Blockquote by glitter-graphics


this week is a no no (N)
Saturday, May 8, 2010

Hi I don't think I bother to talk about my week.

It sucks more than gravity. Roar. In conclusion I think all of you should be aware of what's going around. Because these days it's annoying when people know things about you that you don't yourself. Especially if it's a lie ;)

Whatever. I'm gonna make damn sure I don't give a damn. :D


And you, well my impression of you changes in split seconds. Only because you show your split personalities in split seconds? I really don't understand you k suckkkkk.


Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Hi gayyyyy. :)


Today I died. My death was caused by the sun. Sun = murderer. It burnt me alive. My skin is charcoal. I am damn sad. Sun, I hate you. :(


Okay wtv. Training was h-e-l-l today. actually it wasn't. Just that we had to do drills under the 1.45pm sun. EVIL SUN. _|_

K my eyes popping out. I shall leave them at home tomorrow. Hehe. I really need to study lah omg. I have yet to start with something. Omg I suck. I've been telling myself "study today" since like what, Monday? Yeah nabilah, yeah. You deserve to flunk. Idiot :@ I am angry at myself. Pffffffft.


Ok I wanna sleep now. I am sick and tired of school. Damn I want my holidays. I hear my bed calling me. GOOOOOOOOODNIGHT :D


i wish that you would just leave
Sunday, May 2, 2010

Uhuh hey. Yet another week flew ~
Time just flies too fast these few weeks, for I have been as busy as hell.
Thank goodness for the half day, it gave me a break. :)

And then yeah CGT, Cross Country, blablablaaaaa. Lucky monday no school! Which gives me more time to study, yeah study. God, I think it's new in my vocabulary. Hehe. I need to start studyinnnnng. Exams are coming in a week and I've yet to learn a thing. I feel screwwwed already.

oh and I've been sleeping late. LOOK AT MY EYEBAGS/PANDA EYES. God they're dangerous! :O And they're driving me nuts. Okay but look on the brightside, I've been sleeping all day on friday + saturday. Ah. I feel pretty normal now. Oh and I've been playing with my webcam at night. Sad life I live.



Somehow this reminds me of a sesame street character :



Hehe, okay yeah. So CGT was like total fun. I don't care if Misfits And Riots screwed up, we did it all together. And congrats to Van, she really deserved the title anyways :) I shan't be a sore loser, I am cool. HAHA. I think we all worked super hard and deserve some credit okaaaaay hahah. But of course, thanks alot to everyone of you who supported us all the way, one way or another. Thanks for the chocs + flowers guys. You guys made me tear haha. I love you people till the very end. And thanks to Mrs Woo omg she helped us out with like everything. I bet she's super tired laaa. Hehe. CGT's like one of the best experiences ever. Especially the sudden bonds we made with Shafena, Aliah, Tiffany and the rest of Hard Beat, the PCs and so on. Hope to meet y'all again soon. <3

K so aft CGT, we did billy banja (Fail cos farah's watch broke! hahaha). And then they all went home. And left with me. shafena, diva and jen. Then jen left, and diviya and wee ming joinned. haha we were the only ones left when the school is like empty and dark already, oh and Mr Eng also. Soon the uncle told us we had to go off cos they're closing -.- Okay so we waited outside the gate for Shafena's mom so she won't be alone. Cos hell it was scary! So dark, quiet creeeeeepy to the core haha. 11+ okay. haha. then shafena's mum gave us a ride to Potong Pasir. Had dinner at 12am -.-" at macs. Felt so unhealthy ok. Cos next day's cross country! Anyw, thanks to wee ming's dad for sending all of us home :)

And of course, pictures speaks a thousand words I suppose. Heh.



















Hehe, I think I miss the container classroom so much despite it being so dark and smelly/dusty. It still has aircon okay. And it's like really comfortable to sleep heh! (somehow I tend to sleep more in our normal classroom). But anyway, I think our 1 month stay in the container classroom has made me into a fat ass, cos it's like on first floor, next to the canteen. What more could I ask for. HAHAHAHA. And the visualizer rocks socks. :)








And now back to our ordinary classroom which never fail to make me sleep every single day. Especially sitting next to Jody who would sleep everytime I sleep. HAHA.








Aww Brenda don't you miss your hair. :D


K anyway. Friday was fun. Ran with parvathi. Had gastric, which is probably the worse thing that could happen to me during a long run -.- Well other than dying or fainting la. Whatever, we still made it alive. Heh. Was supposed to go out with the touch ruggers aft that, but they wanted to go to Nicole's house at Bishan so uh, I shall skip that.

Went for lunch at Tampines Mall's Pastamania. Ate like my meal, helped jeslyn with hers, then diviya. HAHA I FEEL PIGGYISH :B K wtv, went to ToysRUs, spent like two hours there. Omg horny toys. Horny jokes. ;) HAH. K no life then went to Jco, and spent another two hours there. Talked alot. Played the truth game! Hah. I even slept awhile while they all played tap tap. It was refreshinnnnn' ;) heh heh. k anyway. yeah it was coolz. thanks i lub you ppl. Sleepover for next year's x-country is on ok! This year's was very last-minute thus fail.


Sunday, April 25, 2010



I come to conclude that I grew since last year! (Okay, pretty obvious. Else I'd be a major midget.) I'm still short hahaha. It's okay nabilah, you're still growing :)


I realise I hate pessimists. Like what is up with you and your bad idea of your life. haha, not everything is as bad as you think. Look on the bright side for once. Cos you pessimist annoy me when you rant about the worse stuff like 24/7 and not even appreciating what you've got. Learn to ;)


Omg Rude Boy is getting stuck in my head. What is up with me haha. The video is a-n-n-o-y-i-n-g and u-n-s-e-x-y. Turn off! :D Haha. What is happening to Rihanna. What is happening to the worrrrrrrld.


I come to conclude that the sinful things are the greatest temptations in the world. I admit, I've committed certain sins. They tempt me! Haha, and I meant.... I ATE CHOCOLATES AND FATTYCREAMSWEETZ. HAHAHAHAHA. Ok wtv I've sinned, it's history. I need to move on ~ bye.


like a pyramid






hi it's 12 48 and I'm bored. :)


I shall start on math soon. Squirrel has decided to sleep. Roar, idiotic squirrel haha. Oh and you know what, common tests/midyears are so neaaaar. I feel screwed already. Yeah like the only thing I pay attention to is uh whut, math? Science makes me lost. Cos we're going at a way too speedy pace. I don't even know if we're done with that certain topic, and the next thing I know we're moving on. Geog ..... HAHAH joke I don't even pay attention. I'm screwed. History, I have no clue. Lit, is fun but somehow I know I'mma screw up. MALAY ROX ~ HAHAHA. Oh and D&T, high expectations much? -.-


I'm addicted to Pyramid okay this suck. HAHA. But charice's voice is heaven hahahaha. Oh nabilah shut up already. :)

Oh you know what, I don't give a damn about what's happening at home. Me and my brother, have each other. And, my dad's always there. I know what you're about to ask. "Your mom?" Haha. She currently lives in a world of her own. I won't wanna bother anyway. We're probably disowned and unwanted. Ungrateful woman~ I won't bother holding a grudge. I'll just be like you, mom.


Lastly, thanks shah I owe you a story hahaha. Next time, next time.



Ooooh. The squirrel's actually awake. Haha, okay bye. :)


what hurts the most
Saturday, April 24, 2010


8. alright if a girl once had something realy special with a good guy once and its over dont stop talking to us if you trusted us once you always can and if you and a guy just didnt work out dont ignore his hellos even of he broke up with you. we know its hard but the last thing any guy wants is to lose everything he had so even if its over stay friends we know no more hugs or kisses but you cant change what happened between us. you'll always have a shoulder to cry on and a friend to rely on when you need help once a friend always a friend.

-via 10 things girls didn't know about guys :)




yeah if only things were that easy and true.
my life is pathetic.


Monday, April 19, 2010


I miss you beanz.


Oh damn, get down to work nabilah.


anyway today was like fun. thanks azfa. :)
andddddddd, okay I have 1001 thoughts in my head. whatever.
I hate making decisions roar. ok homework now. bye.


Saturday, April 17, 2010


Hi. Omg I realise I update like every weekend. I am sucha busy kid.

Hehe, who am I kidding agaaaain. Anyway hi! Ok ok. This week has been a let-your-hair-down week. Seriously. I am so glad I could finally breathe.

No cca for the week, that's why ;) But well I do miss cow and weeeeee ming and kellie and and yeah the rest you know. Haha. Cedar touch rug! <3

Hehe ok enough. Monday .... what did I do? Oh I think I went out with shahf. Did I? Oh yeah I think I did. Ok wtv haha. Caught up with her la this week, for like a few days. Monday andddd, wednesday I think? Or was it tuesday.

Ok and yeah out and talk with diva alot. I realise we got much closer than we already were since touch rug trainings. Hehe, so yeah anyw wednesday was so slack no other day could get any slacker. No subs at all. Only D&T, IPW and mt hahaha.

WTV FRIDAY WAS SLACK TOO ~~~~~ EYD. Which so wasn't interesting as compared to last year, although last year I didn't bother AT ALL. This year, ok la take a bit effort haha. Anyway buzz @ canteen was screwed cos like, couldn't hear ourselves. We were drown by the noise and thr was only one mic *sobz to death*

WHATEVER. Haha vote for misfits and riots okay!!!! :)


Ok today is so slack breakfast + lunch w my momma and brother then home and then the weather is just so heavenly. *playes the holy soundtrack* ok ahhhhh.

On a random note, faiz is an irritating squirrel *&%@$&%#&*()#&@$(!! I am going to knock of your bucktooth. :B

ok. bye. :)