I come to conclude that I grew since last year! (Okay, pretty obvious. Else I'd be a major midget.) I'm still short hahaha. It's okay nabilah, you're still growing :)


I realise I hate pessimists. Like what is up with you and your bad idea of your life. haha, not everything is as bad as you think. Look on the bright side for once. Cos you pessimist annoy me when you rant about the worse stuff like 24/7 and not even appreciating what you've got. Learn to ;)


Omg Rude Boy is getting stuck in my head. What is up with me haha. The video is a-n-n-o-y-i-n-g and u-n-s-e-x-y. Turn off! :D Haha. What is happening to Rihanna. What is happening to the worrrrrrrld.


I come to conclude that the sinful things are the greatest temptations in the world. I admit, I've committed certain sins. They tempt me! Haha, and I meant.... I ATE CHOCOLATES AND FATTYCREAMSWEETZ. HAHAHAHAHA. Ok wtv I've sinned, it's history. I need to move on ~ bye.

hi it's 12 48 and I'm bored. :)


I shall start on math soon. Squirrel has decided to sleep. Roar, idiotic squirrel haha. Oh and you know what, common tests/midyears are so neaaaar. I feel screwed already. Yeah like the only thing I pay attention to is uh whut, math? Science makes me lost. Cos we're going at a way too speedy pace. I don't even know if we're done with that certain topic, and the next thing I know we're moving on. Geog ..... HAHAH joke I don't even pay attention. I'm screwed. History, I have no clue. Lit, is fun but somehow I know I'mma screw up. MALAY ROX ~ HAHAHA. Oh and D&T, high expectations much? -.-


I'm addicted to Pyramid okay this suck. HAHA. But charice's voice is heaven hahahaha. Oh nabilah shut up already. :)

Oh you know what, I don't give a damn about what's happening at home. Me and my brother, have each other. And, my dad's always there. I know what you're about to ask. "Your mom?" Haha. She currently lives in a world of her own. I won't wanna bother anyway. We're probably disowned and unwanted. Ungrateful woman~ I won't bother holding a grudge. I'll just be like you, mom.


Lastly, thanks shah I owe you a story hahaha. Next time, next time.



Ooooh. The squirrel's actually awake. Haha, okay bye. :)

8. alright if a girl once had something realy special with a good guy once and its over dont stop talking to us if you trusted us once you always can and if you and a guy just didnt work out dont ignore his hellos even of he broke up with you. we know its hard but the last thing any guy wants is to lose everything he had so even if its over stay friends we know no more hugs or kisses but you cant change what happened between us. you'll always have a shoulder to cry on and a friend to rely on when you need help once a friend always a friend.

-via 10 things girls didn't know about guys :)

yeah if only things were that easy and true.
my life is pathetic.

I miss you beanz.


Oh damn, get down to work nabilah.

anyway today was like fun. thanks azfa. :)
andddddddd, okay I have 1001 thoughts in my head. whatever.
I hate making decisions roar. ok homework now. bye.

Hi. Omg I realise I update like every weekend. I am sucha busy kid.

Hehe, who am I kidding agaaaain. Anyway hi! Ok ok. This week has been a let-your-hair-down week. Seriously. I am so glad I could finally breathe.

No cca for the week, that's why ;) But well I do miss cow and weeeeee ming and kellie and and yeah the rest you know. Haha. Cedar touch rug! <3

Hehe ok enough. Monday .... what did I do? Oh I think I went out with shahf. Did I? Oh yeah I think I did. Ok wtv haha. Caught up with her la this week, for like a few days. Monday andddd, wednesday I think? Or was it tuesday.

Ok and yeah out and talk with diva alot. I realise we got much closer than we already were since touch rug trainings. Hehe, so yeah anyw wednesday was so slack no other day could get any slacker. No subs at all. Only D&T, IPW and mt hahaha.

WTV FRIDAY WAS SLACK TOO ~~~~~ EYD. Which so wasn't interesting as compared to last year, although last year I didn't bother AT ALL. This year, ok la take a bit effort haha. Anyway buzz @ canteen was screwed cos like, couldn't hear ourselves. We were drown by the noise and thr was only one mic *sobz to death*

WHATEVER. Haha vote for misfits and riots okay!!!! :)

Ok today is so slack breakfast + lunch w my momma and brother then home and then the weather is just so heavenly. *playes the holy soundtrack* ok ahhhhh.

On a random note, faiz is an irritating squirrel *&%@$&%#&*()#&@$(!! I am going to knock of your bucktooth. :B

ok. bye. :)

Ok I really havn't been posting. :(

Sorry. Had trainings and like totally busy week last week. with all the math! ohmygod the sec three stuff like killing me ok ok ok. anyway yeah wtv. err, malay has been the best period. and literature. mrs jai says I am noiser with my specs on? B-) SAY WHAT.

Ok anyway. Saturday was like our carnival. No, it was nationals. HAHA. We won champz! (am not gonna talk about the unfairness wtv wtv but yeah) I <3 Cedar Touch Rug, baby! Celine Nicole Badi Kellie Y(something) Kimberly Aishu Diviya Wee Ming Jeethi Anisha Desiree Nadiah Jocelyn Zheru Natalie Maryam, hehe hope I don't miss out on any but I love y'all haha. Tough fight, eh? ;)

This week I'll be free from cca. yeah, we're taking a break. :)
Yessszzzzz. Weeeeweeeetz. i feel my life coming back hehe. whatever. anywayz got homewk ah maths ah. i so lost i dont know how to do anything. roar I feel dumb my papers are all empty ok. pop quiz come and I'm screwed. amira bangs I am jealous of your intelligence in math. thus, I hate sitting next to you during maths! :-( you make me feel like it's the end of my world.

Haiiiiiz. Ok I am lacking of my beauty sleep. I shall attempt to sleep now. I feel so free yay.


Btw, we're through the semis for cedars got talent! Go misfits and riots, all the way! <3

Hi, it's been a long time since I've updated. I realise these days I seriously don't blog. Haha. K I feel pathetic. Cos these days my life's pretty much routined. It's either school and trainings or study or stay home and play guitar and rot for the day. or the most, as per usual, slacking my butts out with people. Haiiiiiy, I need better things to do.

Anyway, I read my old blog. You know, it's still up for views up till now. I can't bear to delete it cos it has like the oldest posts ever. My p5 posts are still up for laughter. I reaf through 2009's and I find January - February's post so irritating haha. Well, I grew up that's for sure ;)

I see many 'I love Hilman Aqil's in those posts and everytime I see I either laugh or spit my coke out haha. Nabilah, nabilah. *shakes head* you are such a joke. So menyampah ah. But eh at least I don't post what I do where I go all okay. But well I did post a lot of dedications to classmates and stuff, that's for sure. I feel so gay and uh, cheesy. Haiiiiiy I see many I love amanda lim. Oh god I was so crazy and gay last year. What happened to me haha. I think I just got a stresswave crashing on me. And my life is dull now. :)


Whatever I'll colour it soon okay hehe. And the We Are The World 2010 song is just in my head still. Plus, it gives me the chills listening to such great vocals oh god. Except the bieber part and jonas hehe. Cos they don't really have strong vocals but wtv. I feel the cheeelz when the whole group raps omg my hair stand seriously haha. I seriously love Josh Groban's voice. I wonder why I used to call him Joshua and laugh. Hmmmph. Now I know why I was called Nabilame. I read through everything and yes I finally know haha.


I miss shahfiqah and asyikin and everyone else that was mentioned in last year's post. I realised I love you all so much last year. Eh this year doesn't really change it la but I don't know why I think I'm not socialising with people that much this year? :S Haha. Okay yah I come to conclude I am less sociable for the past four months or so. I realised I've not been going for recess for a very long time. I'm always gulping down a bottle of drink in class while doing overdued work or staring into space or talking to someone or just texting. Haiy, my social life has gone down the drain.


Whatever I'm happy man u lost today :-) So happy. Hehe. So is chicken little and yusuf and all hehe yay. Man U can go home k pls. Waste time only la <: Faiz is sad huh. Haha. Accept defeat, accept defeat. No glory glory man utd haha I r so happie I r dancing to the grooooove ~


Hehe okay the Haiti song has been on repeat for so long hehe. I like all the voices omg so cool I still find it damn cool. Except Wyclef Jean being so crazy. :D


Okay you know what. I think I know why I'm not thinking of social life now. Because when I think of it, I start to wonder what I've been wondering -.- It's been six months and I'm still not done deciding. Why am I living in a fear. Don't be dumb wakey wakey nabs.


Kbye! :)