Hey all. Sorry havn't been posting much. Anyway, I'll be off tomorrow for LJ until like, wednesday night. So yeah, less updates. I know you'll miss me. Aww, I'm sure. Hehe, you better ah! HAHA. Kidding. Okay, I'm just trying to make myself feel better. HEHE. What am I saying haha I should shut up now.


Anyway, does anybody want anything? Text me like by tomorrow morning okay. I'll try to get for you la if I can haha.


And Brenda, thanks for talking to me today. I guess yeah you know I don't know what's wrong with me these days (wait am I kidding, I mean months). But er yeah, I guess hiding it is pretty fine. But then again, I'm always here if you'd like to talk about what has been going wrong in you. hehe. love you :)

To Amsyar, I hope you're like finally making your decisions now. Haha, but thanks for always trying to make me feel better because yeah, at times things you say do make sense (haha, sorry) and yes they help. HAHA. And be happy! Don't feel useless and unappreciative k. You've got **** hehe! Last long long long.

Oh kay nabilah. You seem like you're leaving the world for eternity. -.- Right. But anyway yeah it's just that I havn't been posting much so I'd like to say what I've been wanting to say, hehe.


Holy cow I've not packed. Haha, and yes I'm going tomorrow. I'm such a lazypig. Hehe. Whateverrrrrrrr. Okay I know I'm going to get 10001 mosquito bites because I'm so sweet like aw. HAHAHA whatever. Stop being egoistic nabilah! Hehehe once in awhile I feel so ego HEH.


And finally, to somebody out there, I've just got too much to say to you. But, no I have doubts on whether I should. Because I don't know what I want in my life now, I don't even know what I should be doing now. But, I do know my feelings still linger and I don't know how to feel about it. Ah, life sucks.