Scream N

this week is a no no (N)

2010-05-08T12:34:00.003+08:00

Hi I don't think I bother to talk about my week.

It sucks more than gravity. Roar. In conclusion I think all of you should be aware of what's going around. Because these days it's annoying when people know things about you that you don't yourself. Especially if it's a lie ;)

Whatever. I'm gonna make damn sure I don't give a damn. :D

And you, well my impression of you changes in split seconds. Only because you show your split personalities in split seconds? I really don't understand you k suckkkkk.

2010-05-05T23:17:00.001+08:00

Hi gayyyyy. :)

Today I died. My death was caused by the sun. Sun = murderer. It burnt me alive. My skin is charcoal. I am damn sad. Sun, I hate you. :(

Okay wtv. Training was h-e-l-l today. actually it wasn't. Just that we had to do drills under the 1.45pm sun. EVIL SUN. _|_

K my eyes popping out. I shall leave them at home tomorrow. Hehe. I really need to study lah omg. I have yet to start with something. Omg I suck. I've been telling myself "study today" since like what, Monday? Yeah nabilah, yeah. You deserve to flunk. Idiot :@ I am angry at myself. Pffffffft.

Ok I wanna sleep now. I am sick and tired of school. Damn I want my holidays. I hear my bed calling me. GOOOOOOOOODNIGHT :D

i wish that you would just leave

2010-05-02T12:46:00.016+08:00

Uhuh hey. Yet another week flew ~
Time just flies too fast these few weeks, for I have been as busy as hell.
Thank goodness for the half day, it gave me a break. :)

And then yeah CGT, Cross Country, blablablaaaaa. Lucky monday no school! Which gives me more time to study, yeah study. God, I think it's new in my vocabulary. Hehe. I need to start studyinnnnng. Exams are coming in a week and I've yet to learn a thing. I feel screwwwed already.

oh and I've been sleeping late. LOOK AT MY EYEBAGS/PANDA EYES. God they're dangerous! :O And they're driving me nuts. Okay but look on the brightside, I've been sleeping all day on friday + saturday. Ah. I feel pretty normal now. Oh and I've been playing with my webcam at night. Sad life I live.

Somehow this reminds me of a sesame street character :

Hehe, okay yeah. So CGT was like total fun. I don't care if Misfits And Riots screwed up, we did it all together. And congrats to Van, she really deserved the title anyways :) I shan't be a sore loser, I am cool. HAHA. I think we all worked super hard and deserve some credit okaaaaay hahah. But of course, thanks alot to everyone of you who supported us all the way, one way or another. Thanks for the chocs + flowers guys. You guys made me tear haha. I love you people till the very end. And thanks to Mrs Woo omg she helped us out with like everything. I bet she's super tired laaa. Hehe. CGT's like one of the best experiences ever. Especially the sudden bonds we made with Shafena, Aliah, Tiffany and the rest of Hard Beat, the PCs and so on. Hope to meet y'all again soon. <3

K so aft CGT, we did billy banja (Fail cos farah's watch broke! hahaha). And then they all went home. And left with me. shafena, diva and jen. Then jen left, and diviya and wee ming joinned. haha we were the only ones left when the school is like empty and dark already, oh and Mr Eng also. Soon the uncle told us we had to go off cos they're closing -.- Okay so we waited outside the gate for Shafena's mom so she won't be alone. Cos hell it was scary! So dark, quiet creeeeeepy to the core haha. 11+ okay. haha. then shafena's mum gave us a ride to Potong Pasir. Had dinner at 12am -.-" at macs. Felt so unhealthy ok. Cos next day's cross country! Anyw, thanks to wee ming's dad for sending all of us home :)

And of course, pictures speaks a thousand words I suppose. Heh.

Hehe, I think I miss the container classroom so much despite it being so dark and smelly/dusty. It still has aircon okay. And it's like really comfortable to sleep heh! (somehow I tend to sleep more in our normal classroom). But anyway, I think our 1 month stay in the container classroom has made me into a fat ass, cos it's like on first floor, next to the canteen. What more could I ask for. HAHAHAHA. And the visualizer rocks socks. :)

And now back to our ordinary classroom which never fail to make me sleep every single day. Especially sitting next to Jody who would sleep everytime I sleep. HAHA.

Aww Brenda don't you miss your hair. :D

K anyway. Friday was fun. Ran with parvathi. Had gastric, which is probably the worse thing that could happen to me during a long run -.- Well other than dying or fainting la. Whatever, we still made it alive. Heh. Was supposed to go out with the touch ruggers aft that, but they wanted to go to Nicole's house at Bishan so uh, I shall skip that.

Went for lunch at Tampines Mall's Pastamania. Ate like my meal, helped jeslyn with hers, then diviya. HAHA I FEEL PIGGYISH :B K wtv, went to ToysRUs, spent like two hours there. Omg horny toys. Horny jokes. ;) HAH. K no life then went to Jco, and spent another two hours there. Talked alot. Played the truth game! Hah. I even slept awhile while they all played tap tap. It was refreshinnnnn' ;) heh heh. k anyway. yeah it was coolz. thanks i lub you ppl. Sleepover for next year's x-country is on ok! This year's was very last-minute thus fail.

2010-04-25T01:24:00.002+08:00

I come to conclude that I grew since last year! (Okay, pretty obvious. Else I'd be a major midget.) I'm still short hahaha. It's okay nabilah, you're still growing :)

I realise I hate pessimists. Like what is up with you and your bad idea of your life. haha, not everything is as bad as you think. Look on the bright side for once. Cos you pessimist annoy me when you rant about the worse stuff like 24/7 and not even appreciating what you've got. Learn to ;)

Omg Rude Boy is getting stuck in my head. What is up with me haha. The video is a-n-n-o-y-i-n-g and u-n-s-e-x-y. Turn off! :D Haha. What is happening to Rihanna. What is happening to the worrrrrrrld.

I come to conclude that the sinful things are the greatest temptations in the world. I admit, I've committed certain sins. They tempt me! Haha, and I meant.... I ATE CHOCOLATES AND FATTYCREAMSWEETZ. HAHAHAHAHA. Ok wtv I've sinned, it's history. I need to move on ~ bye.

like a pyramid

2010-04-25T00:14:00.002+08:00

hi it's 12 48 and I'm bored. :)

I shall start on math soon. Squirrel has decided to sleep. Roar, idiotic squirrel haha. Oh and you know what, common tests/midyears are so neaaaar. I feel screwed already. Yeah like the only thing I pay attention to is uh whut, math? Science makes me lost. Cos we're going at a way too speedy pace. I don't even know if we're done with that certain topic, and the next thing I know we're moving on. Geog ..... HAHAH joke I don't even pay attention. I'm screwed. History, I have no clue. Lit, is fun but somehow I know I'mma screw up. MALAY ROX ~ HAHAHA. Oh and D&T, high expectations much? -.-

I'm addicted to Pyramid okay this suck. HAHA. But charice's voice is heaven hahahaha. Oh nabilah shut up already. :)

Oh you know what, I don't give a damn about what's happening at home. Me and my brother, have each other. And, my dad's always there. I know what you're about to ask. "Your mom?" Haha. She currently lives in a world of her own. I won't wanna bother anyway. We're probably disowned and unwanted. Ungrateful woman~ I won't bother holding a grudge. I'll just be like you, mom.

Lastly, thanks shah I owe you a story hahaha. Next time, next time.

Ooooh. The squirrel's actually awake. Haha, okay bye. :)

what hurts the most

2010-04-24T00:17:00.002+08:00

8. alright if a girl once had something realy special with a good guy once and its over dont stop talking to us if you trusted us once you always can and if you and a guy just didnt work out dont ignore his hellos even of he broke up with you. we know its hard but the last thing any guy wants is to lose everything he had so even if its over stay friends we know no more hugs or kisses but you cant change what happened between us. you'll always have a shoulder to cry on and a friend to rely on when you need help once a friend always a friend.

-via 10 things girls didn't know about guys :)

yeah if only things were that easy and true.
my life is pathetic.

2010-04-19T21:15:00.002+08:00

I miss you beanz.

Oh damn, get down to work nabilah.

anyway today was like fun. thanks azfa. :)
andddddddd, okay I have 1001 thoughts in my head. whatever.
I hate making decisions roar. ok homework now. bye.

2010-04-17T16:33:00.002+08:00

Hi. Omg I realise I update like every weekend. I am sucha busy kid.

Hehe, who am I kidding agaaaain. Anyway hi! Ok ok. This week has been a let-your-hair-down week. Seriously. I am so glad I could finally breathe.

No cca for the week, that's why ;) But well I do miss cow and weeeeee ming and kellie and and yeah the rest you know. Haha. Cedar touch rug! <3

Hehe ok enough. Monday .... what did I do? Oh I think I went out with shahf. Did I? Oh yeah I think I did. Ok wtv haha. Caught up with her la this week, for like a few days. Monday andddd, wednesday I think? Or was it tuesday.

Ok and yeah out and talk with diva alot. I realise we got much closer than we already were since touch rug trainings. Hehe, so yeah anyw wednesday was so slack no other day could get any slacker. No subs at all. Only D&T, IPW and mt hahaha.

WTV FRIDAY WAS SLACK TOO ~~~~~ EYD. Which so wasn't interesting as compared to last year, although last year I didn't bother AT ALL. This year, ok la take a bit effort haha. Anyway buzz @ canteen was screwed cos like, couldn't hear ourselves. We were drown by the noise and thr was only one mic *sobz to death*

WHATEVER. Haha vote for misfits and riots okay!!!! :)

Ok today is so slack breakfast + lunch w my momma and brother then home and then the weather is just so heavenly. *playes the holy soundtrack* ok ahhhhh.

On a random note, faiz is an irritating squirrel *&%@$&%#&*()#&@$(!! I am going to knock of your bucktooth. :B

ok. bye. :)

I'm overboard, and I need your love

2010-04-11T12:35:00.001+08:00

Ok I really havn't been posting. :(

Sorry. Had trainings and like totally busy week last week. with all the math! ohmygod the sec three stuff like killing me ok ok ok. anyway yeah wtv. err, malay has been the best period. and literature. mrs jai says I am noiser with my specs on? B-) SAY WHAT.

Ok anyway. Saturday was like our carnival. No, it was nationals. HAHA. We won champz! (am not gonna talk about the unfairness wtv wtv but yeah) I <3 Cedar Touch Rug, baby! Celine Nicole Badi Kellie Y(something) Kimberly Aishu Diviya Wee Ming Jeethi Anisha Desiree Nadiah Jocelyn Zheru Natalie Maryam, hehe hope I don't miss out on any but I love y'all haha. Tough fight, eh? ;)

This week I'll be free from cca. yeah, we're taking a break. :)
Yessszzzzz. Weeeeweeeetz. i feel my life coming back hehe. whatever. anywayz got homewk ah maths ah. i so lost i dont know how to do anything. roar I feel dumb my papers are all empty ok. pop quiz come and I'm screwed. amira bangs I am jealous of your intelligence in math. thus, I hate sitting next to you during maths! :-( you make me feel like it's the end of my world.

Haiiiiiz. Ok I am lacking of my beauty sleep. I shall attempt to sleep now. I feel so free yay.

Btw, we're through the semis for cedars got talent! Go misfits and riots, all the way! <3

2010-04-04T00:17:00.004+08:00

Hi, it's been a long time since I've updated. I realise these days I seriously don't blog. Haha. K I feel pathetic. Cos these days my life's pretty much routined. It's either school and trainings or study or stay home and play guitar and rot for the day. or the most, as per usual, slacking my butts out with people. Haiiiiiy, I need better things to do.

Anyway, I read my old blog. You know, it's still up for views up till now. I can't bear to delete it cos it has like the oldest posts ever. My p5 posts are still up for laughter. I reaf through 2009's and I find January - February's post so irritating haha. Well, I grew up that's for sure ;)

I see many 'I love Hilman Aqil's in those posts and everytime I see I either laugh or spit my coke out haha. Nabilah, nabilah. *shakes head* you are such a joke. So menyampah ah. But eh at least I don't post what I do where I go all okay. But well I did post a lot of dedications to classmates and stuff, that's for sure. I feel so gay and uh, cheesy. Haiiiiiy I see many I love amanda lim. Oh god I was so crazy and gay last year. What happened to me haha. I think I just got a stresswave crashing on me. And my life is dull now. :)

Whatever I'll colour it soon okay hehe. And the We Are The World 2010 song is just in my head still. Plus, it gives me the chills listening to such great vocals oh god. Except the bieber part and jonas hehe. Cos they don't really have strong vocals but wtv. I feel the cheeelz when the whole group raps omg my hair stand seriously haha. I seriously love Josh Groban's voice. I wonder why I used to call him Joshua and laugh. Hmmmph. Now I know why I was called Nabilame. I read through everything and yes I finally know haha.

I miss shahfiqah and asyikin and everyone else that was mentioned in last year's post. I realised I love you all so much last year. Eh this year doesn't really change it la but I don't know why I think I'm not socialising with people that much this year? :S Haha. Okay yah I come to conclude I am less sociable for the past four months or so. I realised I've not been going for recess for a very long time. I'm always gulping down a bottle of drink in class while doing overdued work or staring into space or talking to someone or just texting. Haiy, my social life has gone down the drain.

Whatever I'm happy man u lost today :-) So happy. Hehe. So is chicken little and yusuf and all hehe yay. Man U can go home k pls. Waste time only la <: Faiz is sad huh. Haha. Accept defeat, accept defeat. No glory glory man utd haha I r so happie I r dancing to the grooooove ~

Hehe okay the Haiti song has been on repeat for so long hehe. I like all the voices omg so cool I still find it damn cool. Except Wyclef Jean being so crazy. :D

Okay you know what. I think I know why I'm not thinking of social life now. Because when I think of it, I start to wonder what I've been wondering -.- It's been six months and I'm still not done deciding. Why am I living in a fear. Don't be dumb wakey wakey nabs.

Kbye! :)

2010-03-27T23:03:00.002+08:00

If you can see why we're sibblings, nod your head right now.

Haha. And by the way, he wins the most annoying elder brother award. I'm serious. Yet, daddy says I'm suppose to tollerate. Okay nabilah, tollerate ~

Hehe, I'm kinda missing my sec one hair, so bubbly and I loike the fringe. But wtv k it was so freaking thick I thinned it like twice and now... Okay shut up haha. I shan't regret. You shush you! My fringe will grow!!!! Hmmph. And at least my head isn't that heavy now hehe. But my hair's so dry now :( Nabilah, what have you doneeeeee. :( K wtv.

Hmm I am done eating. I feel full now. *burrrp* yes thank you.

K look. I forgot what I was about to say. Hmmph. K I shall be random. I wanna go universal studios boohoo. Haha. Syamir I am gonna drag you thr bleargh. Uh, hmm. I think I need to pee. Okay I shall rush through this. K maybe not.

Eh there's so many things on tomorrow. Life sucks. I can't choose! Because all's important. Nabilah, you fail at deciding your life. Thus, you're a failure in life :(

Ah, come on. I'm picking myself up. HAHAH. Okay I shall choose one tomorrow morning. My mum shall help me. K, maybe not. Now what now what now whattttt.

Oh, today was fine. Havn't met faris in awhile. So I met him for awhile. (haha, what nonsense nabilah). Oh and Shah thanks for disturbing faris with me. He's a dog, who doesn't gets tired. Predict his next relationship! :) And rifqi is uh, perv hahahaha.

Ah! Last tuesday was cool :> Out with shahf and azfa, then ams came so yeah anyway, slacked at bras basah (out of all places, don't ask me why). Haha. Ams you suck at dai di go home and cry please hehehe. Azfa doesn't even know how to play haha. Nvm azfa, you know how to play snap! HAHAH. Buddy with shahf ah champion. :)

OKAY I AM BORED I SHALL GO PEE NOW BYE.

2010-03-27T22:33:00.003+08:00

Omfg this is so sec one nabilah! Cancer patient wannabe.

HAHA. Omg I just looked through all the webcam pictures. k they make me cry. of humiliation. omg you have no idea. saggy boobz picture with nad and shahf HAHAHA. Okay joke of the year heeeeeh.

Wtv it's been a long time since I've updated. Busy with school. :(
It's taking over my life! Who am I kidding, it's singapore that I'm living in. Hah, stop complaining nabilah. You're in Singapore. Deal with it. Pffffft.

Okay err I've been trying to catch up during lessons due to my absence and I missed out on a lot I think. :D And and PTM/MTP (same diff yknow) was smoooooth and okay ohsumz. Hehe. Mrs Yeo said I was a pleasant polite hardworking and doing well B) Aww, thank you Mrs Yeo. I appreciate those words of encouragement hehe. DoubleDs totally spoilt my record man. I just needed one finger to show her, the finger with the bloodstain! :(

And I think trainings have been damn ohsumz although they end really late. I like the bathing and dinner part. Have been having dinner with wee ming diviya and diva alot aft training. (Which cause me to reach home at like 9 omg nabilah you can ttly dig out your eyeballs the next morning). Disturbing Diviya is the best part of all. Holy cow! 3 carambas + 1 cow.

Diviya: Omg, I can't wait for halloween!
Me: Yeah sure, cow. You'll go around. MOO! Scaaaared?
*diva weeming and aishu bursting out in laughter*
Diviya: HAHA ok that was funny!

Stupid cow hahahaha.

Hmm I'm hungry. Okay I shall eat first. See you again later :)

2010-03-23T19:54:00.002+08:00

Happy (belated) Birthday Faris Zlatanz!
aka gay bff of the year haha.

sorry I've got no picture to insert cos you're tooooooo gay of a bff! HAH.

I know I owe you a wish yesterday, and I didn't. Because I was too tired and had a rough day blablabla whatever I explained, hehe. But yes I know you're expecting a post so wtv, I'm sincere about this k HAHA.

Thanks for making me laugh because of your stupidest stupidity ever. Like, yes seriously. But you get on my nerves when you're tooooo stupid and can't even understand what I've been trying to explain, HAHA. It's okay, I'm nais. I'm patient. Although I wouldn't bother re-explaining nyehehehe! Hm. What some more? Oh. Thanks for trying to make me feel better when I'm down about youknowwhoIknowyouwouldkickhisass. HAHA. Thanks for showing me you can move on really quickly and I can't -.- HEHE. Kidding kidding. But yeah uh thanks for being a great bestfriend all these while ah. :) And like entertaining me with all sorts of crap haha. And making me go YMC hah hah. Okay lah I don't wanna brag manz. Btw, don't prasan fabregas ah. You look like Rooney dude! K la, not that ugly. Hmmmm. Ronaldinho? HAHAHAHAHAHA. K kidding uh k la messi or arshavin k! :D

Oh! And thanks for making my bill boomz man. For the cambodia texts + call. HAH. beyatch but nvm, at least you know the cool bus boy story! haha oh and thanks for entertaining my crap when there's no one to crap to. hahaha. k wtv la thanks for being faris and yes you're fourteen too bad I am older than you so respect that and go and have a nice day and bowl on sunday k! HAH that was long, you sucker.

You owe me a bear with pink bff shirt HAH. K bye gay person! You're not bi. ;)

2010-03-21T00:45:00.002+08:00

Hey, okay I'm really bored right nao.

Uh, happy belated birthday Hilman (19th Mar). Hope you like the tee, ha.

Happy Birthday Jeslyn, Jocel and Syahmi. (21st Mar).

And Happy Advanced Birthday FARIS! GAY BFF. (22nd Mar) HAHA. I do not know what to get for you. probably a gaybear? or something gay. Pork ah pork, set? HAH.

Oh and damn it singapore is just way too small. There's a fcuking hell lot of connections god knows how and why. Bleargh! Anywaaaaay, I solved my mystery! :) I fail to stalk but wtv, sources are good these days. AHAHAH wtv.

Andddd, I'd like to thank Faris and Amsyar (god the irony, they're enemies dammit) for making me feel better and putting some thoughts into my head which made sense (yes, surprisingly). And faris thanks a lot for the overseas calls and smses I know my bill will boomz but well yeah. I just needed to tell you about youknowwhat HAHA. Oh amsyar, congrats on your first picture I am proud of you :-) HEHEHE. No but really, I am. haha. Thanks you two for all your words after all I did for y'all! HAHAH CHEY. But oh yeah well, thankszzzz. <:

AZFA I SO WANNA GET THAT ALBUM WITH YOU HAHAHA. Crazy sia but really ah, the songs are nice k ;) I don't care if he's gay or wtv he's still pretty cute haha.

2010-03-18T00:28:00.002+08:00

Hi sheeps and cows. How are you.

Haha. I am feeling gay right nao. Don't ruin my moment thank you. Haha. Diva I hate you still how could you. WHY ARE YOU THE NXT JOHN TERRY/JACK NEO/TIGER WOOD?!!!!! Stupid Diva haha. Take some shorty some more ;) you ah. I know he blows your mind right HAHA.

DIVAAA. says:
*IM ASKING ****** TO GET LAID WITH YOU
*which im not sure if you have
*HAHHAA KIDDING!
(nabs) says:
*save that for the future man!
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*what nonsense you bitch.
*I know ah you and ****** having secret affair sia.
*thats why you go stalk his comment on ******'s fb!
*and proud of him right HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*he so short you can hide him with you everywhere you go.
*TSKTSKTSK DIVA!
*you naughty pussy! AHAH
DIVAAA. says:
*ASSSSS
******* and you have done thingss
*MANY LITTLE THING
*WHEN HE'S HORNY
*YOU'LL START ERRECTING
(nabs) says:
*eee.
*i can errect meh? how come I dont know HAHAHAHA
*eee see la.
*you damn horny sia.
DIVAAA. says:
*nabilah its nothing to hide HAHAHAH
*YOUR BOOBS DUMBASS
(nabs) says:
*ISH I know you're well-experienced dont scare me with it!!!!!
DIVAAA. says:
*i dont rmb being th one with th horny boyf?
*called ******
(nabs) says:
*Cos you got a horny scandal. ;)
*why dont you remember?
*because he totally blows your mind. :)
*HAHAHAHAHAHA
DIVAAA. says:
******* asks you this everynight
*before he actually lost ur virginity to him lah
*if im the 6 can you be the 9
*thats why you love pick up lines now
*such inspiration you get from some tht horny ah nabilah!
(nabs) says:
*hey I loved pick up lines since forever okay!!!!!!
*haha what nonsense you talking ah!
******* must have corrupted this mind of yours.
*TSK TSK
DIVAAA. says:
*TSK NO
******* CORRUPTED UR MIND
(nabs) says:
*and ask you to go against ME.
*and ******.
*ISH HOW COULD YOU.
*He totally blew your mind.
*how did you blow him ah? ;)
DIVAAA. says:
*thats why you got sooo horny you called urself naboob
(nabs) says:
*bet got blowjob right HAHAHA
DIVAAA. says:
*horny biitch!
*TSK NO
*HAHAHAHAHA
(nabs) says:
*YOU GUYS GAVE ME THE NABOOB NAME MAN HAHAHA

HAHAHAHA omg! Wait still got one more.

DIVAAA. says:
*HAHAH
*yeah sure
*yalll move on move on
*then get closer
*get hornier
*AND KABOOOM
(nabs) says:
*Why are you dreaming so .... far.
*HAHA
*I know!!!
*cos youre horny!
*and your mind is totally BLOWN
*haha
DIVAAA. says:
*no lah
*cos its the true fact
*anyway
*why that guys name so weird?!!?!?!??!!
(nabs) says:
*HAHAHA.
*He not pure malay.
*I think he has indian blood
*more the reason why you have scandal. ;)

HAHAHAHAHA BLOWN = ASYIKIN AHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!! :D

kkbye I'm so gay now. I hate you diva.

2010-03-15T18:29:00.002+08:00

I've been back since eternity. :)

Just too lazy to update, hehe.
You know what, holidays are here.
I can't be bothered. Unless I'm stuck at home.
So what are you doing here? Grab some life and go out, go!

k bye. come back when ...... you come back hehe bye.

thought you'd always be mine

2010-03-07T22:34:00.004+08:00

HI. I'LL BE OFF. MISS ME HUNNYBUNZ. <:

haiiiiiz, I'm not done packing. Loading songs and videos now, hehe. I need company. I can bet in the bus I'll emo for some moment. Bleargh I'm so sorry Asyikin if I just turn quiet tomorrow. :(

still, I lost my excitement. I don't know why. But hey sure, I'll miss you. Don't worry, I won't cry. Because I'm strong, baby! :)

HEHEHE. Wtf. Okay yeah wtvs. Have fun to all you people in Singapore. Hehe, we could switch places if you want. I would stay! Haha, I'm pretty lazy to go hey I don't really mind slacking in school for three days! I'll just miss my sugars. Hehe.

Kbye will miss you.

you're the common denominator

2010-03-07T20:37:00.002+08:00

Hey all. Sorry havn't been posting much. Anyway, I'll be off tomorrow for LJ until like, wednesday night. So yeah, less updates. I know you'll miss me. Aww, I'm sure. Hehe, you better ah! HAHA. Kidding. Okay, I'm just trying to make myself feel better. HEHE. What am I saying haha I should shut up now.

Anyway, does anybody want anything? Text me like by tomorrow morning okay. I'll try to get for you la if I can haha.

And Brenda, thanks for talking to me today. I guess yeah you know I don't know what's wrong with me these days (wait am I kidding, I mean months). But er yeah, I guess hiding it is pretty fine. But then again, I'm always here if you'd like to talk about what has been going wrong in you. hehe. love you :)

To Amsyar, I hope you're like finally making your decisions now. Haha, but thanks for always trying to make me feel better because yeah, at times things you say do make sense (haha, sorry) and yes they help. HAHA. And be happy! Don't feel useless and unappreciative k. You've got **** hehe! Last long long long.

Oh kay nabilah. You seem like you're leaving the world for eternity. -.- Right. But anyway yeah it's just that I havn't been posting much so I'd like to say what I've been wanting to say, hehe.

Holy cow I've not packed. Haha, and yes I'm going tomorrow. I'm such a lazypig. Hehe. Whateverrrrrrrr. Okay I know I'm going to get 10001 mosquito bites because I'm so sweet like aw. HAHAHA whatever. Stop being egoistic nabilah! Hehehe once in awhile I feel so ego HEH.

And finally, to somebody out there, I've just got too much to say to you. But, no I have doubts on whether I should. Because I don't know what I want in my life now, I don't even know what I should be doing now. But, I do know my feelings still linger and I don't know how to feel about it. Ah, life sucks.

miley's pits stinks

2010-03-06T00:14:00.002+08:00

My dahling since forever. :)

hehe amanda we're supposed to do our proposal/letter now now now. where are you pinky bangz dang! :( haha you are so dang gay you keep me gay since last year! table partner but now, sitting right behind me. HEHE I lub you many many! :D

I know she's pretty. don't be jealous. haha, she's MINE. >< HAHAHAHAHA. Okay no I'm absolutely straight! :)

this week has been okay, just busy with work. hehe. I got so much more tan omg :( thanks to touch rugby and whatever I do under the sun. boohooo nabilah's gonna be like the shadow she used to be in primary 5. hohooooo. celebration -.-

k LJ's like on monday, up till wednesday. miss me hunnybunz. I know you will. HEHE! Kidding kidding. But anyw, I suddenly lost my excitement for it haha I wonder why. Maybe because going to a kampung is already what i do like every holiday -.- so going there for LJ wouldn't make a difference ROAR. Nothing new. I feed chickens, geese chase after me, I get bitten by insects, I clean the verandah in the rain, I suffer heat. Haiyo must I really go there like for LJ -.- EEEEKZ NVM HEHE I WILL WATCH THE OTHERS SUFFER WHEEEE.

oh and this week after school has been. omg no life. go home sleep wake up play guitar do homework back to sleep. HAHA. except the days where I do homework aft sch HAHA. and then chuck everything under the table so I'll be free and my bag will weigh like 0.1g. :)

oh and yeah talking to shahf. haha, thank you for understanding however my weird feelings are and my crazy rants. hehe. ikin too. don't cry ok babe i luv you :) you can always crash on me HAHA WTF. k yeah but yeah lubchuuuu.

today i feel so cold and retarded. I played the guitar from 7 - 11. that's four hours. nabilah you have officially gone nuts. eh no lah I think guitar's just the best bff one could ever ask for. so loyal and pretty and beautiful awww. I love you guitar. HAHAHAHA k I have gone nuts. ):

fine. I'll have to live without my baby while I go for LJ. how could I part with you baby. I wish you'd be here with me wherever I go. Not having you is like living without air for a day.

How could you part with me, guitar ?!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA. k bye. miley died, that's why there's a Party In The USA. HEHEHE KBYE.

2010-03-02T21:30:00.001+08:00

Oh my god.

I am freaking loaded with homework.
Maths, geog, science, everything!

And I've still got to study for EL's proposal writing tomorrow.
And prepare for home ec practical also.

This is hell.
Just when i thought common tests were over.

Life suck.

I can see what's behind the curtains

2010-03-01T18:26:00.002+08:00

I'm in need of panamol. My head is seriously crashing.
I hate the hot weather.
I hate the heat.
I hate school.
I hate the lack of sleep.
I hate my migraines.
I hate trying to endure the pain while I'm in school.
I hate pain.

AH DAMN. You know what, tomorrow's the last paper. I should be glad okay. I'm kinda glad, well yeah. Other than the fact that I know I've screwed my CTs. Congratulations in advance, Nabilah. You've done yourself proud. Gee, right -.-

Urgh I need to give myself a weggie if that's the only way I could buck up and open these damn sleepy tired eyes man. I can't even bring myself to study simple stuff. How will I survive until the end of 2010? I wonder.

Okay cut the blabbering blabbersz. Today's history was smooth. Except the lack of time to finish my comparisons. DAMN. But, yeah I couldn't think of another difference anyway -.- So, yeah I completed the paper. I am happy :)

Aft school went to finish up my math at the libr. Linear graphs, why in the world are we learning it again. HMMMPH. And tell me how finding the gradient of a line would help me in my life and my journey on getting money and building a family. TELL ME. Half of the things we learn in secondary school are just crap that doesn't affect life and not needed in your future. How redundant can things get. _|_ Wait, who am i kidding.

Okay I think I've ranted enough. Today, I screwed up. I didn't know there was training so yes, I didn't bring PE/House tee nor school shorts (err, ms poon sadly doesnt allow fbts god knows why) and shoes. AHHHH. You know how horrifying it was?!!!! Thx kimberly for your help. I hope mr sng's okay with it. :(

For now, I will drag my lazy ass to face my sinister yellow textbook, EXPLORE GEOGRAPHY. Uhuh, let's explore nabilah. You've yet to learn why the earth is round.

turn it off

2010-02-28T18:43:00.003+08:00

HAHA I LOOK LIKE OOMPA LOOMPA.
or however that creature's name is supposed to be spelt. haha, it's cool B)

anyway, sorry I didn't do a proper update yesterday. was way too lazy and then while I was waiting for hilman/afiq's reply, I fell asleep. HAHA. Same goes for friday. Hahaha.

What did I do on Friday? *scratches head*
Oh. Science ct. I feel scared. You know why? Everybody used up the whole period to do while I only took like, k I don't know I ended at 8.05 instead of 8.26 (the ending time). And then when I was done I looked around and everybody's like all rushy. WAH GIVE ME THAT STUPID FEELING MAN. It's like as if I did everything wrong that's why I could complete it early. I hate that feeling. And so I fell asleep cos I was sneezing like an ass anyway.

YOU KNOW WHAT'S FUNNY?!!!! Mother tongue was funny, like seriously. K it was like sleepy. and being the lazy creature I was born for, I obviously wasn't awake. Cikgu was just teaching and explaining peribahasa the whole time. Like obvly I was sleeping. But, before I fell into my usual deep sleep, I was like you know, sleeping with my heads up and then that slowwww movement of my head falling front/back? HAHA. then cikgu was explaining something then my head was falling back and then when she looked at me, I kinda felt it so I opened my eyes and did an "oh" with my mouth and she thought I was oh-ing at her sentence. HAHAHAH. okay maybe you don't get it but it was HELL FUNNY HAHAHAHA. But I was too sleepy to laugh I fell asleep again. Sabrina laughed at me cos she was about to ask me a question and look at my stoink sleeping face. :( HAHA

Okay bla bla. Thank god home econs presentation was fine. My bullshit worked. Haha. And Natalie Chong you suck for not knowing that pinky cute hawker was our video AHAH.
"how to cook chicken?" (already see the stupid question.) wanna know the answer some hawker gave? "oh.. wait for the chicken come then go wash then pluck out the feather and hang it *continues*" HAHAHAHAHAHA Damn funny and I think the interviews were the funniest shit eva. HAHA. "ok. I started telling you about how to make." HA. english fail.

K wtv after school slacked awhile, then headed to PL macs with diva. Haha, it was funny. We arrived at the Sing Post building and went down, and then:

*going down escalator*
Me: Hmm. Kfc or macs?
Diva: idk. anyth. macs?
Me: hmm. got macvalue lunch or not? or else I want my meltz. :)
Diva: what time is it now?
Me: /check time. hmm... 2.57! haha. we've got three minutes.
Diva: k let's try macs.

We reached macs at like 2.58/2.59 and when diva asked whether there was mcvalue lunch, the person was like "errr. *looks at manager: have or not?*" then it was a yes. hahah and then we laughed the hell out hahaha.

To shahfiqah sukor: we did not rush into macs!!!! HAHAH. but anyw we were the last to get it hahaha. cool ah B) lame I know ha ha. I still find it interesting, bwaaahaha. One day I shall try being the first omg HAHA.

Anyway, spent like almost two hours sitting and talking to diva. total heart to heart talk. Diva, I trust you. You leak, I kill. Bwaahaha. And no, don't even think of asking me any more questions. I won't answer any! You suck hahahahaha. Now it's haunting me. I hate you divashini. HAHAHA. no kidding lub you wife. :)

And then I got home and snored my ass off. Life is great then. :D

2010-02-27T12:44:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA PRETTY OR WHAT SIA.

K lah, proper post later. :)

2010-02-24T22:19:00.002+08:00

Today's okay. I know I screwed my math upside down. Haha. Okay la. But I know I was damn careless and blind. it's okay nabilah, pick yourself up for midyears. Bleargh. Yeah, right.

I hate common tests. You've got so little time. Bullpoop man. :(
K anyway today's very slack. Math ct, science lab, english slack, ipw then recess and just freee till one! AWESOMISMZ.

K had touch rugby aft sch. Omg do you know how hot it was? We didn't even get a single break for shelter! Only water breaks. Good enough lah I think. haha. k anyw it's interesting huhu. I've got pink cheeks now (burnt damnit), fbt/sleeve/ankle tanlines. Oh god help. Haha. I'm already tan. What more the touch rugby trainings now in the mr hot sun. Soon I'll turn into this. EH MR SUN PLEASE HAVE SOME MERCY ON ME :(

K highlight of the day: catching up/heart to heart talk with shahf. hehe, miss you buubster. you better go LJ lor. Bleargh you neh go I don't know what to say. and I just realised I've not told you certain things eh. Dw I don't tell anybody anyway I'm too embarrassed HAHAHA.

Okay tmr's lit CT. screwing it up for sure. haha, I'm so not a lit girl bleargh why. I hate essays. I hate humans. But I don't wanna take trip science. life is horrible. choices are so ...... limited. damn it. okay lah. I'll attempt to sleep since I don't know what to study for lit.

OH WAIT I GOT MATH TO DO OMG I'M DEAD SCREWED. kbye.

2010-02-23T17:11:00.002+08:00

Hi I'm at Amanda Lim's house now. Crashing, hehehe.

Serve facebook and keep on laughing. It's the sweet talk season!
"Today's word is LEGS. Why not come over my house and spread the word?" HAHAHA.

Okay anyway today's science lesson. The climax was:
"I am not mad. I am MAAD!" with the expression. HAHAHA.

Oh my oh my. Anyway during malay I was in my deep sleep, like seriously. And then cikgu like call my name don't know how many times also i neh wake up. Until sabrina woke me up and zulaikha gave me that death stare. HAHA, didn't get scolded. Cikgu just ask me wash my face. Eh I didn't drool I swear!!!! :)

But anyway, yeah I was like having a good dream. Cikgu, don't wake me up the next time. Haha, kidding kidding. I think sitting right at the back seriously puts me to sleep. With the beautiful wind and sun hahaha. Very... Wah. Haha. Every akhbar lesson I'll start sleeping and dreaming, especially because they're on Mondays and Tuesdays. Sleepy days! hehehe.

Oh, you know what's annoying? Deadlines of performance tasks (like, all) and Common Test week, IS THE SAME. How annoying is that? Unfair, like ohmygod. How to study and complete task at the same time? Oh my, I should shut up because I don't study. but still, because I have tasks to do, it stops and gives me excuses to not study. HAHAHA, oh my who am I kidding.

AHHHHHH. Okay I have to go home and start watching the lit film again.

KONICHIWA SHEEP AND COWS!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA. Holy cow, sayonara. :)

2010-02-22T22:55:00.002+08:00

Omg. From where I am, I hear somebody listening to No Boundaries, but female remix! Haha, gets a little bit irritating.

Anyway, today's like a very mundane day. HAHA, totally reminds me of lit man. :) Anyway, yeah very super uber sleepy ttc. Hm, periods were super slack. Eng, MT, SEL, Recess, Reading, Maths, Music and Lit! Haha, Reading and Maths were combined and it was just doing quizzes in the lab. Slaaaack. :D K so anyw got my boomz head migraine and taking 154 didn't help cos the driver was like, irritating. jerking here and there, stupid jerk. hehe.

Okay lit was still the best! "Haiyo you can you stop giving me bimbo answers?" HAHA mrs jai is damn cute. "It begins with S... now tell me quickly, what is he?" "SORE LOSER." "haiyo...... *shakes head* what is up with you all, bimbo ah!" HAHA.

I love mrs jai's lessons man. Haha, they're like productive but at the same time fun. Which helps with my lack of interest for lit. At least it's fun-er now. HEHE. And btw, thanks maryam for accompanying me while I wait for the holy 545 since I didn't bring my key. Hehe! Lubchu. Haha, syamir you suck mannnn. Boohoo.

Oh and, yeah thx irfan for being an idiot but still making me laugh cos you always give in BWAAHAHAHAHA. And no you're not the big best one that I'll have to remove before I be the best. because I already am the best! (k maybe not, just better than you, BIG ONE) hehe. BROTHER. HAHAHAA, I know you hate that worrrrd. Brother.

Lastly, thanks amsyar for helping me out with the mundanism. :D HAHA if there's such a word. Hohoho, the characters I drew on my hands were cute! Seriously it's cool, HEHE. Don't fail maths k! Good luck. :)

Oh and you know what. I'm sleepy. I give up on geography. Haha. I can't get into Ttf's drop website. They insist on a password, she insist on not needing a password. BLEARGH who cares. Divashini R help me!!!!!!! :(

K goodnight I am tired. I love kfc. I love you mwah bye!

2010-02-21T21:46:00.001+08:00

Omg. I'm too tired.

Tried completing interviews today. We failed.
Tried completing EL essay today. Almost failed, but rushed so it's bullshit.
Tried doing math today, I totally failed.

I tried doing everything. But I simply fail.
I hate failures. Thus, I hate my life now.

I can't seem to complete anything right and I simply can't forget things. I need to restart everything but once again, I fail. Such a failure.

I need to kick my ass up high. I'm too tired. Somebody, help.

ring ding dong

2010-02-20T23:32:00.002+08:00

serious LOL x1000 at this picture

HI I JUST CAME HOME.

and I'm dead tired because yesterday I went home at 1030pm because went for lit filming and then marina square and then to my aunt's house at tamp, then they came over to mine. and then my beloved bby (HAHAHA) also known as my twin ifah sleptover. yay! :) k was dead tired.

today, went to her house agaaaain, waited for her to change and wtv and then off to bedok (i saw ikin boobz) and then back to tampines. and back to her house (again omg), thennnn to zul's house at sempang! boohooo you nerd. :B still can't own me in arm wrestling (tk hasn't changed you)!!!!!! hehe.

oh and his cheapo home-made boomerang got stuck in the tree haha l0ser x500 but okay that boomerang is cool cos it's self-made and it works (and I heard abdullah's fats got hit by it before hahahaha).

Ok ok I love all my cousins and anak sedaras (because they love me, awww I know) :D kbye tomorrow out for project meeting with my panda mandaaaa and nutaleh chongz. I hate interviews k? bye.

2010-02-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

can you sense the awesomationz.

hehe, hi. omg long time neh update eh? :)

okay anyway nothing much. I've been very sleepy, dozing my butts of during malay. cos when we have common test, I'll finish early somehow and just faceplant and say goodbye to the angry world. I write and drop my pen without realising, not until I realise I was writing something invisible. -.- too sleepy. sabrina laughs at me when I do that. Haha, I would too if I were to watch myself. :D

oh and I'm lazy to post alot because I've got truckloads of math homework today. damnnnn. I hate drawing number lines. I hate drawing graphs. I hate drawing molecules/atoms thus I conclude I hate drawing things related to math + science. they're the most horrible drawings you can ever learn to draw. :B

Today went out with pei ern, natalie chongz and diva. although divashini r (errr, what does it stand for again? DAMN) left early that damnassssssz. k anyw Paya Lebar > Bugis Junction > Bugis Street > Mrt to tamp > Tamp mall > Pasir Ris > Loyang Point > Home. I'm seriously getting fatter.

Okay I think the bad breathed ahbeng that isn't educated on how to shave his beard and moustache with many unpretty piercings and fat and disgusting with his whole shawty clan is disgusting and the fact that they surrounded me and talked about me is really disturbing. Plus, they kept on talking to me despite my wonderful ignorance, so they tapped my shoulders and touched my back. Fuck get a life, I hate you all I swear. Traumatizing humans. Wait, you people aren't humans.

K stop blabbing I should get on to math k bye. :)

P/S: SHAHFIQAH SUKOR AND ASYIKIN LATIFF I WANNA SEE THE DIVA THING CAN PLSZ KTHXBYE

money on my face yeah

2010-02-16T00:30:00.004+08:00

Haha! Oh mai holy cow beef patties and nuggetz. I see Cedar Fiesta 2009! haha. with amira's disfigured bangsz (nyehehehe I told yaaa!) and my long nong hair! Bullshit manz. Hahaha. I seriously think we should have Cedar Fiesta again. :( It's freaking dope! Other than the raising $ part. Hehe I luv the dunking machine and wolf ballz! :D AND OUR OREO CHEESECAKE WHOAAAA.

When everything was oreo, huh -.- Just because we were 1 what? Oreo. -_____- *cries of humiliation* HAHAHA. Kidding kidding. I remember I wanted 1 Osama/Obama. HAHAHA Lamer right. But class deco would be so cool. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Full of the holy face, nyehhhh.

K whut? Today is cool. I socialised with 40 - 50 year olds and kindergarten kids like for the day. I should be getting like CIP hours man! :) Anyway yeah my teenage cousins weren't present. So there I was, yeah yeah. Hahaha. It wasn't that bad ah. But thanks Hilman for the little help of texting me while I was at the climax of bwhoredom. I do hope you get a nightmare of me though, since it was good dreams last year and you liked it that I can't remember my good dreams >( MEANIE.

Okay and today's a cool day becuz it's the first time I'm meeting someone's who tonedeaf!!! (I mean, who confessed to me). HAHAH. My own cuz, I didn't even knowwww. Cos I was like "uh kak, do you like have a guitar? I'm bwhoreeeeed can you seeeee." And then she was like "Heh. I am tone deaf, so i've got like nothing to do with music at all so yeah.". Haha I stared at her in amazemeent like whoaaaow. And then she was like "WHAT? Hehehe shut up" or something like that and all I could say was "No wonder you luv to karaoke, hehe.". HEHEHEHEHEHE. But so cool finally! Somebody tone deaf LOL. I didn't know like all my life. <: She should be the sg idol judge. Confirm can win. >D

And yah my fat 11 yr old cuz toppling backwards tgt with the chair is just so freaking funnyyyyyyy. Hehe he slept on it aft that hahaha. Big L ya know. :)

OKAY GOING OUT AT 8 30 AM TMR TO MEET IKINZ FOR BF AND THEN THE WHOLE DAY OCCUPIED. It's gonna be fun and tiring. Hehehe, hell yeah I'm excited ok bye! (Y) Nightz luvly ratsz.

p/s: omg is it just me or do I see like ......urgh nvm. -.-

2010-02-15T00:24:00.002+08:00

OH MAI (HOLY COW) GEORGOUS SEC ONE.

holycow burgers and nuggets! :O HAHA I lol'd like there's no tomorrow when I saw this on class blog. AMIRA AMIRZA (PABLO) BANGS HOW COULD YOU!!!!! :( Oh but my fringe was cool ah. HAHA. What's wrong with my face? I don't know, ask amira. She probably said something. ): I look shagged, I bet I was damn tired. Aww thank you pariahthi/bimbokumar ;)

Amira still uploaded my gangsta (wannabe) face HAHA. Amira it's okay one day i will post a picture of you and your disfigured bangz after pe/jogging okay i promise! :) but it was definitely damn fun laughing my ass off like I was gonna dropdead looking at asyikin walking around with the sesat name tagged pinned on her back without her noticing. and Namia didn't notice either. Aw aren't they just meant to be together ;) HEHE KIDDING KIN.

Okay I had dinner at BBQ chicken today. It was okay. I was too hungry to taste the food properly (HAHAHAHA) cos when my mom's food just arrived, I've finished up all mai holy cheeeekenz. I is veli big tummy laik roar \m/ WHAT AM I TALKING HUH.

Okay I am still hungry. I should seriously eat up a cow because I never get full :( soon I'll be as fat as a cow oh mai god so gay no nevah. SOMEBODY HELP ME.

2010-02-14T17:01:00.002+08:00

LOL @my pic man. haha. but oh well I think smiling is very gay and gay is very good and good is just wonderful thus you should always smile and take a picture of yourself because it feels happy like gay happy. OMG I SHOULD JUST STOP TALKING. :D

nyeh! how are you? firstly.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY AND HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
I love all of you valentines = friends ;)

Haha and yes not celebrating valentines day with someone isn't pathetic because you save money and time and save that risk of breaking your heart (you know?)! HAHAHAHA. And yes I luv cny cuz I get angbaos too. :B Ain't life gay during these moments.

Oh I forgot to tell you that last week's ymc was b-whore-ing. HEHE. Was like halfdead/sleeping throughout. So lucky didn't seat in the first row. Else it'd be embarrrrrassing muahaha. But it was funny lah. Abrisam and his 'fuck'. Pretty annoying after awhile eh. HEHEH. Faris as per usual. Very blur. Oh and yeah I'm not party animal. Offer me an alternative please. Shahf..... HAHA. K got nothing to say. :) Next one's on Social Etiquette like ohmaigay doubt anyone's going. HAHAHEHE.

K life has been gay (excluding emotional glitch RIGHT SARAH HAHA). I think I'm going frolicking (fcukandlick HAHAHA PEIERN) with Peiern on Thursday ;) And hopefully shopping with somebody (who wanna who wanna?!!!) on Wednesday. :D

Recently talked to shahf and haiiiii. we're in the exact same spot. Well, hers is a little more lovely though. HEHE. Oh and shahf meet soon! :) and yeah we will go through this thing that spells out as s-h-i-t. yeah you get it. hehe lub you.

OKAY I'VE TAKEN HOURS TYPING THIS POST OUT (cos I always get distracted/run out of ideas) and I've yet to post it. Shall just post it nao. Blog again later if I've got anything interesting to talk about. HEHEHEHE.

I AM HUNGRY SOMEONE SAVE ME.

2010-02-14T16:37:00.002+08:00

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY SYAFE! (13th feb)

Yeah i texted you, and fb-ed. But here's a post. Hehe.
Thanks for everyth last year! Like all the trips to pr park (hahaha like every week thrice? twice?), and discussion about *inserts name here*. Haha, i owe you someth ah. roar no guitar pick. what shall I get you? anyway, take care enjoy. see you soon :)

HEHE I MISS YOU SHAHFIQAH SUKOR *inserts bimbo face*.

I lub you kin. hahaha. i see you everyday so no prob. shahf these days gone MIA muahah. kena kidnap also I won't realise already :( haha. k shahf I know you know what we know. hope to get over everything sooooooooooon muah miss you!!! :D

2010-02-11T19:59:00.003+08:00

Omg. today is so damn gay.

Well, lessons are lessons. They're most of the time: Boring And Sleepy. Hehe. But, yeah it's education! Hahaha. Cut the crap. Anyw, I think I've been doing okayyyy in my studies. Quite glad to hear, right? :D

Other than the fact that I dread balancing equations T___T *cries till eternity* I mean seriously, it totally blows up my mind! ): Haha. Oh and I've started sleeping in class this month. Urgh I feel depressed! I need to stop this for once. I've been like king of sleep in sec one. Must stop this habit. January has been good. No sleeping! So wide awake. Feb, every science or geog class my eyes turn very errrr, sleepy. And thank god holy cow boon chenge has I don't know, endless supply of sweets? :) So she keeps me awake. Well, and her stories too. She sort of have cool stories, you know.

Anddddd, of course with my holy cow laughter peopleeee. Amanda Lim! :) And Zhi Yi and kapzthefroggy. hee! and brenda. yeah. funny. so yeah that's how I keep myself awake, almost all the time. hehehehe. Recess have always been awesome. It's either slack in class and just joke and laugh out loud (until mr eng comes and screams something like: IS THIS A FEMALE TOILET?!!!! I DON'T SEE THE SIGN) Hehe, yeah. Or, singing with Nutaleh Chong (BABY BABY BABY OOOH~) or, spasticity with Brenda Ikin Parvathi Diva Jeslyn (and JEN) or whut else. HAHA. idk k recess is just fun. :)

OH OH OH.
TODAY!!!! :) thought it'd be boring lah. But was planning to go marina square with chong cos I need to go send the stupidbitchyshit to the shop for repair. Ah, holy cow. Anyw, planned cancelled so like whatever. Haha. I was being nice so I accompanied taqim to get his vday stuff. Stupid lah, everybody ask me okay! :-( HAHA. Good thing I neh celeb vday with anybody (raises eyebrows up and down, I feel my freedom). Or else I smack all your faces. So after helping this stupid fussy ass, went whitesands and guess who I saw? ....... SYAMIR!!!!!!!!!! :D Bff. HAHAHA. So gay! And Amsyar (the big big one). Haha. So helped him also. Haha, was like making a whole lot of trips here and there. And then saw maryam. don't know why she neh join! :(

K so err, aft that left taqim (haha pangseh) and went to syamir's house. Intention: to transfer the *coughs* to my phone to print tmr. Ended up: Youtubing, facebooking, stalking, laughing, storytelling, GHOSTLY STUFF. HAHA. And then amsyar got scared :P haha. Oh very gay lah the whole talking session. thanks syamir! and his nenek totally creeped us out cos we were like sitting at the balcony with all the comps and stuff in the dark/dim light then suddenly his nenek rolled out on her wheelchair slowwwwwly. OMG CREEPY HAHA. K anyw fun session! :) lubyou bff! STUPID AH BUT THX FOR SENDING ME BK COS I WAS TOO CREEPED OUT (eh, so was amsyar ah).

Oh and thanks to amsyar (Jailani's son. and natalie, it's not amsa tyvm!!!) for being the imaginary friend in the bus when I get freaked out about that cheekopek guy. HAHA. Shall tell you all soon. Like you know, the long weekend. I'll probably blog alot. :D PROBABLY. heheh.

I think I shall end here. I love all my friends and since I don't have a valentine (omg sounds pathetic but no!!!), HAPPY CNY AND HAPPY VDAY TO ALL OF YOU! I LOVE YOU, VALENTINES. :D

Kbye! Remain gay okay.

2010-02-11T19:56:00.001+08:00

I realise I don't post regularly.

I shall.

From now onwards.

HEHEHE.

2010-02-07T21:57:00.001+08:00

click to enlarge. haha.

i found it damn coincidental. I mean izni and jody bearly know each other. hahaha. it makes total sense hahah.

'fuck you'.

the world's coming to an end

2010-02-07T20:23:00.003+08:00

this week has been fine. like a rollercoaster ride for my brains though. I think I've reached the climax for term one. haha. I feel very dizzy and exhausted like often these days. don't tell me I've got low blood pressure, damn that's unlucky. haha. but you know, i'm glad i have the best friends of all time.

so anyway, these few weeks it's pretty often that I meet syamir. well other than the fact that he comes to see ms pinky (haha inside joke), it's been quite a pleasure hanging out cos you know, we've been missing out on a lot (and yo miss pinky, it's not couple wannabe) HAHA. oh and have been going to school with hamizan, on alternate days/weeks ah. also catched up a little with him. I saw hariz recently. Didn't get to talk though. Hm, you know what. I conclude that I miss all of you so fucking much, really.

this is just a general update. haha, i'm pretty lazy to tell you what has been going on. well, other than the fact that I've been struggling to keep myself awake in class. like seriously, sitting next to bc sorta helps. (other than being questioned 24/7 on things I cannot answer, brrrr). And with the company of diva, asyikin, shahfiqah, brenda, parvathi, sarah, amanda, bc, *inserts a long list of names here*, I've been able to survive. love you all! <:

oh.
my.
god.
I've been having complications in sorting out my life. it's frustrating, you know. haha. and ofc, my feelings. hahahaha. all this monkeystuff sucks. seriously. I need to let myself know if I'm over you, seems like I have. Or maybe not. I need somebody to talk to.

Bleargh. LIFE SUCKS AND THEN YOU DIE (I love you sarah!) :D

2010-02-04T21:31:00.003+08:00

I WANT TO SEE MY FUTURE (BADLY).

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HAHA. Maryam, Syurhan, Fouzy, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. :(

2010-01-30T19:51:00.002+08:00

oh look who's the calefare, haha.

anyway, hi. :)

today's a sleepy day. realllly. overslept and was like one hour late for training. pretty lucky we only missed, pt :D HEHEHEHE. thanks eh zul. haha. k lah the running drill was humiliating, heh I swear. I look like an idiot. But at least after awhile it was okay. Haha. Then was that stupid squads. Which we all made noise and got mr whye to shut us up. HAH. It was painful. Hahaha. Then straight to game! so cheeeaaatod right. Haha. K game was fun. Ammar kene damn like seriously horribly. HAHA. Okay we won 10-6. Yay us, haha. Pai is superman man. :)

And syahmi won't ever not make me laugh. Haha. Comical, I swear. And the tamil vulgars, malaysian beng (HAHAHA @chee yang), shy brandon/idol brandon (haha kembang), and whatever inside joke. haha. "Ammar, you should start playing with your brains and not your heart." HAHAHA. Sounds very gay! :)

Anyway, was undecided on where to go after training. So took 3 to whitesands. Ate like two doublecheese burgers. Haha, hey piggy, I know. :) Met amirarazali (with the sleng HAHA), irfan hairshim and hanif boncet. HAHAHA. Slacked at macs and then took 6. Stopped to change to 3 cos changed my mind on going home to bathe. Straight went to meet Zlatan and Shahf. (hehe). Slacked at the usual spa area (HAHA just because it's hot) cos they had some stupid dog show at the roof. I bet Irfan won the heaviest dog title. :)

After Zlatan went off, trained to pasir ris with shahfiqah. Had long talks at Macs. Haha, *kening naik naik with my cheekopek stare*. Hehehuhu. I know telling me makes you relieve. HAH.

Went home after that. And today, I saw too many people I know. Haha. So gay. But, it was sorta a great day. <: despite the number of busrides I took and, how sleepy I am.

Okay wtv. I'm excited for Monday. Hamizan Farhan (yusuf?) you all better appear! :D Yusuf it's so hard to convince you hahaha. Must I bring some hot girl or something. HAHA. Okay fine bye I am so sleepy now. :-( Not going for 30h floorball. Thanks to my parents. >:

Kbye.

2010-01-29T20:36:00.005+08:00

I'm back baby yo back. I know you've missed me <:
anywaaaaay, thank god it's friday momma. I love you fridays, haha.

today was well spent with maryam sajidah bte mahmood shah (yes ah i got that! woohoo) thanks babe lub chu. haha. and yeah nobody knows about what I talked about just now (you know, ada style takda style? haha!) except maybe like diva or someth. :D you probably understand cos you've seen the most of it (as in, yeah you know hahah anyth text me laaaa!). you better come training tomorrow MS PIGGY!!!!!! C:

oh yeah I am bored. here's whatever pictures I found this week. :D

Wednesdays b~~whore~~oring TOP period. Haha, shuttershadeszcrazy and texting/calling! Thank you nutaleh diva asyikin sarah! :)

And I believe the world is coming to an end, so well I guess I'm gonna pretend.

2010-01-28T21:32:00.003+08:00

Heh, omg. Long time no post huh?

Oh, before anything else,

I'd like to wish a very big thank you to all of you who wished me, bashed me - on my face AND hair (cream, omg now I have something like pimples appearing you know!!!! D:), texted me, gave me a hug, called me, gave me wonderful presents (!!!) and well, wished me one way or another, once again.

TYVM from deepdownunderwithinbeneath my humongous heart <:

Awwww. Now school? Damn. Have been okay these days. But, sort of no time/interest for blogging. HAH HAH. You'll find me on twitter/facebook. so don't worry!!!! :)

2010-01-22T21:45:00.001+08:00

HELLO BLOGGIE I SO MISS YOU SFM! <:

it feels good to be back. been so busy these days. i'll be blogging from naow on! please come back. soon. HAHAHAHAHA.

2010-01-09T18:43:00.005+08:00

(remember this?!!! haha. 31 Dec 08 - 1 Jan 09. 24 hr floorball! :) heheh. this was at 4am I think, at macs! lapar sia)

oh and it has been awhile since I've blogged. so hello blogger :)

I've been busy with, what else. school. eeekz that word gives me the creeps. heheh. but, I survived week one. let's see about week two. k anyway, the whole week was spent hanging out after school, eating fast food (which me and ikin will ban ourselves from next week!), talks about the past, laughing non-stop (like literally) for the longest time, enjoying aircon in the libr (HAAHA), and, just talks. Mostly with ikin, and shahf. Thanks ikin for the whole week with you! :) it's awesome hahahaha. lub you. and poor shahf she has tuition now ): less time with shahf, since she made it to the team also. but gratsz! :D

oh and hangout with syafe, redza, and ikin and shahf that day. hehehe. fun. :) gratszzzzzz syafe! you know why. eh wait, isn't this the second time I congragulated you? :O heheh. okay okay.

err, today is so mundane. the only thing I did for the day is like, eat, sleep, facebook, chat, blog, text, laugh, and guitar. eeeeeeeeekz it's so cool that I didn't go out today. RIGHT? because I'm going out tomorrrrrow. yay. to ikin's. time for pinky surprise! :D heh heh.

oh and I should tell you that abdullah is funny because he has to go for madr and since he wants to asap before madr, he asks me if the ustazah will care. HAHAHAHAA. dumbo. nvm, go madrasah. good that arab boy is going madrasah. HAHAHAHA i know you hate me calling you arab. BUT, YOU ARE ONE! Face it arab boy, be a good one. HAHA. oh and having funnytalk with amsyar. SO LAME. geeks need bras, not those big ones. but they still do need bras. especially ALGE bras. :)

HAHAHA i know you're giving your stonewtfshutup face right now. HAHA bye!

2010-01-04T21:26:00.002+08:00

First day of school? Don't even talk about it. (hahaha)

Both me and shahfiqah couldn't sleep last night (or maybe this morning). Well at least she played daidi and talked to her sister the whole night. While I, stay in bed twisting and turning and staring into space. What a great way to begin the semester. Eeeeeekz. But oh well, at least that will put me to sleep tonight *looks on the bright side*.

Haha, so I went out of the house like unusually early thanks to the unawesome shahfiqah. Met her at like 5 40 or 5 45 at macs. HAHA. Catch up with her homework yang dia belom buat. Tsk baby! HAHAH. K then err, trained at 6 30. Waited for 135 like some pathetic human urgh. In the end, we reached school like on the dot! *wipes perspiration* HAHA. I am trying to sound a little smarter because since the holidays, I don't think I've said any word that made any boomz sense. :)

Okay, so like administrative stuff. Whoatever. Mrs Yeo is.. Okay I guess? Not like roarz on first day so we're considered pretty lucky. Poor 2N. Oh and I wonder how the sec ones are doing. If you get Mr Chris Chan you're lucky as hell I tell ya! :) And congrats 2P, aiman loves you too much :D

Recess was dull and boring omg. Worse recess ever? Heh. Cos it was like overcrowded cos I think they released all level at once? -.- gee. k didn't socialize with the sec ones cos it's very awkward to even begin with. hehehe.

Then had reading and blaaa. I think Ms Fernandez is cool ^^ Like rly cool. As cool as her cool name dammmnnn. (oh, that's a curse -.- HAHAHA) K music was fun. Guitar baby! Heh heh. But it's classical like errr. ): Cedar please get acoustics cos they sound wayyyy sexier, hee heee! :D

K skip to aftr sch where the patience test begins! From waiting for the bus to waiting for nadiah and blaaaa, k ate lunch at Paya Lebar Kfc. Trained to pasir ris and no I'm not gonna tell you how shahfiqah (as per usuuuuuual) embarrassed herself in the mrt, with us laughing so omfg loud that people gave us that death stare k meaaaan.

Met syafe, redza and shafiq. Sent shafiq home (pathetic ah! aisey man memberrr haha), then errr, ate at macs (fat or what) and then walk like some aimless people. ended up at a void deck next to casuarina, played daidi. got bored, so I walked home. haha, exercise!

I don't know why but despite the fact that I didn't sleep yesterday, I am unusually hyper and crazy today ): HAHAHA. It was seriously scary. I think I laughed like a maniac at almost everything. And I laughed damn loudly at that old man in the Female toilet till he looked like he was going to faint/cry. eeekz sorry oldie! :/ didn't mean it. was just too high.

OK I AM GOING TO CALM MYSELF DOWN TOMORROW. URGH. Stop laughing alrd, nabilah. hahahahaha (k that's it). I laugh freakily these days. I think it's the influence of Shafiq. Cos his laughter is..... the killer laughter omg i can't take it I'm laughing at the way he laughs hahahaha! :D

Lastly, congragulations syafe! (heh you know why). And congrats to irsyad hilman abdullah bryant syakir farouq whoever else in your clique for the long pants -.- it's someth y'all feel so proud about right. hahahaha. wow such a biggy. haha. k lah bye.

2009-12-31T23:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPY (advance) NEW YEAR EVERYBODY.

May 2010 be a great year ahead, I hope.
What's my resolution? I don't actually know. I'll think about it tonight.

And I feel so shagged now, have been out since 7am till naowz. Just arrived home. And I'm going to do my homework on new years day. yay me. I feel very pathetic okay.

But thanks Hanif, Farhan, Haizi, AmiraRazali (HAHA), Irfanhazmihaziqhaikelaisyahmiyasuhailafazilfathi (you get it, the whole clan) and Nadiah for today :)

it's a pretty great way to end 2009. it's been a great year, heheh.

2009-12-30T03:22:00.003+08:00

I WANT HIS HAIR (badly). ):

If only santa was a good hairdresser, hmmphf. I want his teeth too. I think lee hongki is freaking georgous :D Oh and I don't mind having his skin, and charming eyes. Aiya and his cutenesz. K that's it. A girl hongki would be so cool :)

Hehe, I probably just don't want his life. Cos then I'd be so popular and people are running after me and I can't even eat without anyone not getting a photo of me gulping something down. Urgh, annoying much? Haha. Such an ... Overrated life or whatever you wanna call it.

OK BUT I STILL WANT HIS HAIR. ): ): ):
That's it I'm gonna wait till my hair grows and it's time to layerrrr! Oooh which reminds me, I miss the song In The Ayer! Heh heh, Oh hot damn ~ this is my jam. keep me partying into the am? OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT HAHAHA. Orientation song, we changed the lyrics. Cedar, ce-cedarrr! :D

2009-12-30T01:25:00.002+08:00

hi hello hey. I still like my matrep post. shake ah shake!
anyway, todayyyyyyy. is great dayyyyyy.
if Irfan were to follow he probably would have lost 2kg heh! and I told you why.

woke up at 11
pathetic hamizan didn't reply
ate and did whatever housework
irfan watching movie at 3
asked ikin and she was okay about going
met her at about 1 45
saw zul at the intchg, hahaha kurangajar
trained to Paya Lebar
showed ikin my lovely toilet! :)
135-ed to school. missed a stop but it's k it's the same distance! :D
was so blur we didn't realise the bookshop was in the canteen -.-
saw en ching awww I miss you typical singaporean!!
she's a PC now so I can no longer disturb her and I'll be lonely during assembly ):
bought drink cos it was like hell on earth.
walked to Potong Pasir and it felt pretty fast since we had an engaging convo (HAHA)
ate @ Kfc.
had a stomach ache while waiting for 107 ): ): ):
passed by the temporary campus. aww I miss it ):
trained to Pasir Ris.
Roamed around whitesands
IKIN, WE'RE SO GETTING THAT ZEN! :)
Went to Town Park
Walked home! :)

Woootz I slept @ 10 and now I'm alrd up hahah pathetic k bye. :)

2009-12-30T01:19:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU ALL OR WHAT. ):

2009-12-29T01:50:00.002+08:00

I have not been laughing this bad for the past few days, really.
But just few minutes ago, I found my source of major laughter (more like killer laughter). It's the Anti Matreps & Floating Caps group on Fb! HAHAHA KEKEX TTM.
Am laughing like a madarse naow. :)

"Let's play a game - Spot the Floating Caps!"

"kaki aku ada bintat siak. gatal giler. aku rasa ada mat gigit kaki aku. must use repticide."

"pls stick to ur slipper jamban and baju star2!!"

"whats with the handsigns and area2..? pikir tempat tu bapak diorg yg bayar ke?"

my favourite of all :
"it's not a bird, it's not a plane. and it's not superman, it's the floating caps!"

time to reach out

2009-12-29T01:15:00.002+08:00

haha okay. I am having a neck ache.
but today is fun in a different way. not filled with laughter, but love :)

woke up at around 12
sach texted so invited her to crash then join me and shahf l8r
bathed then met shahf downstairs
went ws to get food
saw farhan, malek, hamizan, hariz (yes like all of them today!!)
359-ed to Elias cc
wanted to eat then head to the park
ended up eating and spending the day there
did a little homewk and played guitar w shahf
playing a fool screaming I Will Always Love You and got praised by a random man (you GMH man HAHAHAHA!!!)
laughed like an ass with shahfiqah
entertained sach while she did her maths
left for whitesand (on foot) @ about 18 20
bought caramel frappe (more like dailydrink now <:)
saw alex who slimmed down like fcuk now
3-ed to 246 and slacked till about 8 with shahf
had great talks about what we miss and justin/miley HAHA
concludes that justin bieber and miley cyrus should switch voices (Y)
went home and yeah that's about it.

chatted with sach, hamizan and ikin. have been tweeting like crazy, replying syafe. haha cos the trending topics are so kewl like that :) meet up soon.

oh and prbbly going to sch to get three pathetic books tmr -.- cry for my pathetic soul please. hah hah. if hamizan can't make it, maybe going with irfan hahaha. thx btw. :)

made a deal with ikin about homewk hahah you do geog i do science ok ok! thank you lub you many many.

OH AND I HAVE THE STUDIO VERSION OF TOUCHED BY AN ANGEL BY SEZAIRI IN MY PHONE <: weeeee. want it want it? it has been on replay for idk how many times. sezairi ftw :)

2009-12-28T03:30:00.003+08:00

the holiday's coming to an end. I feel very sucky.
because I havn't been doing much stuff that benefits, really.
my homework's not even done :( I feel pressurized, burdened.

what a slacker. and I've got a feeling my life in 2010's gonna be a serious screw up. like, I have this feeling I'm just going to drive straight through and just hit down whatever's that coming. crash and burn. haha. oh well, have got to control.

can you feel my pain? :(

2009-12-28T02:55:00.001+08:00

congrats sezairi sezali ftw. :)
third singapore idol w00tz. you've inspired me.

and the results made my day.

2009-12-26T00:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRA RAZALI (the n00byb00byd0g)!

you're 20 heh heh yay. have fun being bullied by (names the rest of the fam hehehe). hope irfan teaches you how to cook HAHAHA. oh and have fun planting hair on him! :)

thx for everyth! <3 kirim salam razali heheheh.

--

Oh and merry belated christmas everybody! :D :D :D

2009-12-26T00:54:00.002+08:00

heh. I'll continue posting pictures later.

anyway today didn't do much. went down to lepak w syurhan and the rest for about an hour, cos have been paitao-ing them. heh, i feel bad. k takpa you guys \m/ just don't scream like dogs under the void deck. bising nak mampos. hahaha.

oh, i've joinned sgBEAT! so can facebk status update via my phone. heh heh, thx kin. i couldn't have been bothered to do it if you didn't like 'ask' me to. HAHAHAHA.

should I start tweeeeeting? should I, should I? sorta lazy.

COS THE LAST TIME I TRIED PLURKING = EPIC PHAIL.
I used it for 2 weeks then..... bye :( HAH HAH HAH.

k roarz bye. :)

Ps: Amsyar I'm sorry!

2009-12-25T02:54:00.003+08:00

k today (maybe yestd) :

woke up at like, 11 (early right?!!)
guitar-ed and comp-ed.
talked to ams. i not angry ah.
talked to irfan. i forgot about what.
contacted ikin
got ready bleahs
met ikin
bought wtv (new lanyard omg lawaa!)
ikin finally bought nadh's present (HAHAHA)
went my house to get the breadou i bought for nadh last mth!!!
opened abang's christmas chocz :)
went to ctrl to get bubbletea wtv
went to nadh's.
crash till 5+
went to ws then home.

then yeah at home, just chatted with shahf, nadh, amsyaaaar (reminds me of ikin's amsyar hahaha), faris, hamizan, irfan (hahah aku dah delete), and now convo w shahf and aka. LOL. dah nothing to do. Oh and palat also.

eh yes ah. yusuf and hamizan, meet soon! I know korang dah kerek but, haha I miss you all and yes like miracle suddenly you all talk to me hahaha. k dah bye. :)

2009-12-24T03:03:00.004+08:00

I'll be posting a whole spambigchunkmesswtv of 2008's pictures in next post.
Haha, and I shall try to recall descriptions about that picture.

Eh, it's a memory challenge!

heh and I'm talking to alyaa and irfan naowzs. hahaha me and alyaa combining names and thinking of names for future use (hahaha like wtf). nothing to do already ma. alyaa, I come out with cool names ah! :)

And my equation totally makes sense okay. I know you know.

Okay Imma sleep early I guess. I think my mom's gonna screw me up for going out and coming home after dusk like consecutive 9 days? :S Okay I shall stop coming home at night already. But it's seriously out of control omg. And I can't not have plans it's like always last minute somebody contact. Hah hah I suck at trying to stick my butt home :(

hahaha, k bye :)

down the memory lane (part 1)

2009-12-24T01:39:00.026+08:00

K as promised. And you know, this is so part 1.
because there's way too many!!!! :)
and I only pick like 5 - 10 out of one album in my camera folder.
and total there's about 60+ folders, includes 2008 and 2009.
k whatever I'll talk about the pics below each pic HEHEHE.

one : 2nd bbq :)

Haha, this is epic shit. with farhan looking so omg and syurhan so blur hah hah. I miss farhan ex-bestfriend *coughs* heh. and syurhan I am oh so motherfcuking sorry aku always paitao kau :( takpa, korang epic! hehehe.

heheh, the one that made me laugh cos muka kene potong half (as always).

EPIC SIA I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING. Like ubin boy woohooo. oh and I miss Ahmad Farhan's crazy laughter nyaaah.

Aww, gayfags. forever and always :)

this is amira razali's fault. I swear. she brought fish but never bring knife. I hail hanif for cutting the fish with class scissors. not even the big scissors omg. imagine your primary one size safety scissors?!!!! :O HAHA. All hail hanif \m/

I look like a boy omfg. k I know this was fun. me sach and fiqqah. playing in the water and pretending as if we drowned and try to let go of ourselves and see whether we could float to shore. epic fail :( hahaha. but we almost did drown TOGETHER. cos keep on pulling one another heheheh.

two : out to grab cert + ehub? (hahaha idk omg)

heh, major neoprinting. which i remember, maryam was angry with farhan. so she pushed him and then he fell on me so I fell to the ground and aku punya kepala terhentak the metal thing with that freak falling on me it was I swear painful. :( HAHA.

the one fouzy's nuts were like bursting I think hahaha. sumpah kelakar omg.

we all looked so budak kecik omg which includes amira razali haha. I miss amira razali hahahahahahahah I wonder if razali grow hair alrd (creds to irfan)

PWNED. EPIC. Hariz, I told you I had your fcuking baby photo! :P

HAHA. Zaman we call Hariz the Badut. And hamizan *shakes head*

OMFG I MISS HARIZ SO FCUKING MUCH!!!! :( His jeling that one and then "chey" omg omg hariz! :( :( :( and your mickey bag with only one thing in it : YOUR PERFUME. hahahaha so cute!

HAFIZ THE MOFO. used to be so annoying but now okay. and thanks for accompanying me home that day ah. even though your ezlink spoilt right. HAHA. thx! <:

OMFG I LOVE YOU ALL SO THE FCUKING MUCH MORE THAN I LOVE ANY OTHER HUMAN IN THE WORLD ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Adib and yusuf! (I love yusuf's shirt nyah hah hah)

this is prove numb one that hmz is gay :)

and prove numb two (he's flexible too). HAHA.

GAY PARTNERS OF THE DAY. I TOTALLY REMEMBER *raises eyebrows*

random picture yet I love you all so fking much. best teammates ever :)

he was the best fcuking bestfriend ever. hariz I so miss you! :(

three : grad day/night.

awww. haha. I miss you people so much. but thank god we met during the holidays! :)

epic cos of the same cams :D

aww, favourite carpark. favourite soccer place, favourite slacking place, favourite everything. I love you all! :)

see I told you, hariz is so awesomazing. urgh!

heh heh miss you all like crazy.

aww :) I loike this picture.

SHERMIN NG! Omg I so freaking love you hahaha. we used to talk so much but now, aww. so quiet. it's k, good luck in Ngee Ann!

Omg syamin the tall girl who laughs like ohmygee. Nabilah haha I miss you and Natasha. Good luck in (syamin, where you going?) dunman, and pasir ris sec! :)

Aww, juls the awesome junior.

Haha they're too fcuking awesome. Meet up soon. :)

Juniors cum neighbours. Haha, you all so fking cute I love you to bitz!

BEST MT CLASS EVER. HAHAHA. Annoy the boys right, so fun right. sing so loud right syirah right? Haha. and then rad and dina and aqilah would laugh like idk what. nadhrah and me and sach would stone, sleep, wtv. nadj and jessica with their ipod and bearbags, izaan would join us. and nurania also. hahaha our stupid talks and me teaching nurania malay. awww! zuyyin and afiqah not so loud ah, goodgirls :) syahirah and nabihah with their kelakarness omg I miss you all! CIKGU ROZ THE BOMBZ.

thank you nadja for the pretty cupcakes! :)

Hah hah, probably the noisiest girls in the class. plus hong hui who act guai hahahah!!! miss you all. especially you, belicia you bullshit! haha.

HAH HAH HAH. Your husband sia this one. Make noise under my block at 6 15am. dah gila nak mampos. and then still can say "tak ah. mana aku ada kat bawah block kau". when I can see you from my window clearly. and then my dad thought I had stalkers. HAHAHAHA wtf. Miss you all :(

HAHA. remember everytime each school comes in, we'd swear and curse and start drawing? omg bullshit i totally miss you! :(

YOU ALL BETTER OPEN YOUR EYES BIG BIG AH YOU PASIRIANS STILL IN THERE. YOU SEE THIS UNCLE RIGHT. YOU BETTER GO FAR FAR AWAY COS HE IS FRRRREAKY. Since we were young okay! Nice nice ah. But cheeeeekopek sia. FREAK.

four : IEP! :)

ALYAA AND HER 50 CENTS PAU! TSK! ( maryam and her siumai or wtv that stinks >: )

ALYAA'S FACE SO PRICELESS YAY! :)

five : random

*coughs* teddybear for who? *coughs* eh then I so nice I bought sweets for everybody on last day of school! hahah i feel generous. $$$ fly away.

six : jalan raya day two.

HAHA SEMPAT PERGI ARCADE RIGHT RIGHT ?!!! Play basketball, shooting all. Wah gerek sia omg. then saw kimmie and hh and araballz. Hah hah people stare stare (Y).

seven : random outing! :)

eight : visit the kittens @ syamir's! :D

THIS IS HOW DIN LOOKS LIKE AFTER CAT ATTACK AHAHAHAH I remember he screamed cried, fell to the ground, begged. HAHAHA! :)

FCUK YEAH ADORABLE <:

nine : nananana! ~

@Macs with nana. Haha. and coloured papers and pens aww. I lurb chew! :3

random. hahaha! omg I rmbr. we were jailed in the hall and had nothing to do, right right? :)

ten : jalan raya day one :D

fcuking pretty farah omg! <3 and cicak I miss you so much. I remember two of us were the one with ketawa danger and then they call us gila (like wtf) k I miss you so much we cry laugh all tgt awww. love you.

HAHA. CHECK OUT MY MAK NENEK! :)

In the lift right, where we so happy right. cos the boys kene naik tangga right! Haha but then they took revenge so that's very bad omg going down nine floors by the stairs. and mak nenek with her heels remember ?!!! haha i love you all.

rumah syamir and we locked the freaks inside the balcony and then they play soccer and then begged us to keluar so we say take picture first HAHAHA. here's tarmidzi the cute one. hahaha! where are you now ah ?!!!

SYAMIR TAK SENENOH.

Aww, love you all so veryfcuking much. ♥

Ni anak tak tau respect rumah orang! kesian fiqqah. hahaha.

I was kidding about wearing pink but somehow apparently, two badots believed me so they really wore pink! :D

adib step malu sia i swear. and yusuf is so fatherlybrotherly hahah!

heh heh. :)

i remember we laughed like shit cos one: fiqqah tutup mata, two: the other photo farah muka stoink gila like omfg.

ooh, I kinda miss my long hair heheh.

neoprint like never neoprint before hahaha I remember. my $$$ flew away.

EH REMEMBER ANOT AH. Bulan puasa. We make Amira Razali chase us the whole second floor for her ezlink. when the teachers having impt meeting then we nv kene marah but amira was shouting like a crazy bitch hahah! then campak campak. hide hide, then she don't know with who omg! Hahahah funny in the end we all got free kit kat. aww. <333

eleven : teachers day!

fcuking awesomazing mt class of the year. :)

hamizan kurangajar. always bully orang hahaha palabutz.

nadhrah!!!! i know you miss your fringe. HAHAHAHA.

kidnapped nurania. hahah funnycrapz.

CIKGU ROZ! Ashburn, I remember. Sorry eh cikgu. :D

Osmanbhoy. Probably the budak yang kene kacau the most omg! And the most nicknames. Osmangigirl, osmangay, osama, farilah O, fadhrah O, terrorist. And then he don't know what's kemaluan so he said it to everybody with a confi face HAHAH and then always gaduh with the gay faris j!!!! \m/

Ah long laminated this and pins it up. Aww, best teacher! :)

Ah i just miss my long hair. well sort of. HAHA.

the cicak day. with our daily route omg! i remember. we had our route of walk right? abeh kene marah dengan sapa entah. omg spoiler! :( Haha. but then we still relax. haha. abeh with cikgu mas pikir yang kita gila cos we were laughing because of her selendang colour match with the cicak HAHAHA.

THE DAY ALYAA THROW THE BALL THEN HIT THE BIRD FLYING PASS HAHAHAH OMG FUNNY SHIT.

PROBABLY THE MOST UNGLAM PIC OF MARYAM YOUVE EVER SEEN.

HAHA GAYSHIT.

so gay like fam portrait. <333 I love you all! :D

twelve : nadhnadhnadhraaaah! :D

thriteen : day maryam went home early and got stalked :O

now you see why alyaa aqilah was called si pendek. :D

When JJ and felester were my gay bestiesz. HAHA JJ CARIK CHANCE FLIRT ONLY :P

WHEN REDBULL WAS AN EVERYDAY DRINK :D

this pic is too gay. but i love you aisyah! :)

MY GAY NOOB BESTIESZX. Used to be. HAHA I miss felester sia! so noob.

the picture where I looked like i was going to shit (right, on your face taqim!)

JANSEN LIM. When he was the best annoyer/joker on earth. Not now though! haha.

Honghui was like my bestfriend in class sia omg. I miss you like shitz I don't even talk to you now. Tsk. Your love stories, your funny gg.com. URGH!!!! I MISS YOU!!! :(

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Kk.

I come to realise that I was close to radiya.
I was very close to belicia and hong hui (like very)
I was verrrry close to my juniors (not rly now, ok some)
I miss felester's noobnez with shermin.
I miss rashaun the hamster.
I miss syamir's kittiesz. :(
I miss being gay partners with alyaa and marrying aisyah (inside joke HAHA)
I miss being disturbed by andy amos and syurahbil (tho they're a pain in th ass)
I was very very close to nadhrah especially on wednesdays (HAHA NADH)
Hariz was my bestest friend I could ever find (funny, honest, can trust, good listener, caring, gerek, and everyth).
Then was followed by hamizan who was a little bit more gay.
Then was yusuf (which is still my brother until now hahah)
I now realise how nice of a guy jansen is (I found him annoying then, sorry)
I realise i treasured 08 like fcuk. :)

k bye. :D

2009-12-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

today, woke up so freaking late. thanks to syurhan who called me god knows how many times ohmyg. k takpa feeling annoyed, I picked up the call and realise it was almost 3 and haha I was so shocked.

k so :

bathed then received call from cousin
supposed to collect my bookz omg
I totally forgot
rushed down and then syurhan wasn't down so dc
called syamir and sach to accompany me cos I scared
my cousin's house is scary
collected my books and got 1kg of chocs :)
10-ed to tamp
helped sach (hah hah syamir) to choose her shoes
felt like her mom asking for the size and helping her decide
mrt-ed bk to pasir ris
358-ed to central to get my food (I was starving >: )
sat down and taught syamir how to focus his cam
saw cikgu sri while doing so
went home

K dah that's all short day since I woke up late :(
Chatting with alyaa now boobs I miss you. You paitao-ed me so many times yet I still luv you, you mean bitch HAHAHA. K takpa, aku dapat pahala kerana bersabaaar.

Oh k tomorrow photocopy-ing homewk and finishing it (must like omfg). And my dad is back I should eat with him. But no I shouldn't cos I'm getting fatter by the day (my stomach especially :O). Okay idk why i'm feeling so annoyed right now hahaha. My father brought home two boxes of chocs omg omg omg :O!!!!!!!! Fats are calling me :(

How could I resist. Damn ittttttz. Oh and amsyar annoyed me this is bad tsk tsk tsk. nabilah shall be calm :) k hello hahaha k bye I need to eat. argh i feel fats haunting.

2009-12-23T00:43:00.004+08:00

Haha, okay so that's pretty much the pictures today.
Met the shafiq dhiya and ayam/ayid at like 2+ @ Elias (eh sorry i'm late like fcuk). Along with redza or someth. Wait for them to f-ing skate and it was so very the awkwardz. cos I don't skate :/ HAHAHA.

But in the end dhiya rested and talked to me a little so break the awkwardnez! :) thanks dude. K then they walked to the park w me since yeah, nak temankan ah. IF NOT I LONER SIA. And they're very nice to ditch their skating plans to stage or wtv and follow me to meet syafe tgt with qaisara and joey! :)

K then walk here and there avoid rain, meet cats wtv. Ended up at our favourite usual waterbreaker (Y) and started taking pics. Haha thanks dhiya for your random yet cool photography skillz. :)

Walked to downtown's bus stop and waited for 17 for joey for 30 min (bus everyth also full damn it). In the end we left, (sorry joey) and then went to Steve's Wonders to check out the food. But decided to eat at KFC in the end. Haha. Shafiq ayam and redza was like standing outside for so long. Then when we went out we discovered that they were waiting for us, hahaha! How nice. <: K lah then bus-ed home.

Great day todaaaaay. And my brother now allows me to bring the guitar out. Am I happy or whatzzzz?! :) Like yay finally hahahah! :D

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Catched up with yusuf today. I miss you all badlyyyyy.

2009-12-22T02:43:00.002+08:00

So hey. Leaving the old blog because I think it's way too old cos it's been up since like 2007. I think I'll decide on moving back there again like, soon. But right now here I am. I need to start new hah hah. I think the past is pulling me back too much :D

K so if you're here you'd probably know who I am and there's no need for much introduction. Heh.

But, in case you don't know. I've changed my email add, (because the one you guys have has been there for like, 5 years?) so do add me up again : nabilah-r@hotmail.com.

Thank you. K it's raining now. Have a good night muah muah.

2009-12-22T02:05:00.001+08:00

Hey, starting all over again :)